2. Now as to the point that the writings
going the round as mine are not mine at all, the angry feeling felt
against me so confuses their reason that they cannot see what is
profitable. Nevertheless, if the question were put to them by
yourselves, I do think that they would not reach such a pitch of
obstinate perversity as to dare to utter the lie with their own lips,
and allege the document in question to be mine. And if it is not
mine, why am I being judged for other men’s writings? But
they will urge that I am in communion with Apollinarius, and cherish in
my heart perverse doctrines of this kind. Let them be asked for
proof. If they are able to search into a man’s heart, let
them say so; and do you admit the truth of all that they say about
everything. If on the other hand, they are trying to prove my
being in communion on plain and open grounds, let them produce either a
canonical letter written by me to him, or by him to me. Let them
shew that I have held intercourse with his clergy, or have ever
received any one of them into the communion of prayer. If they
adduce the letter written now five and twenty years ago, written by
layman to layman, and not even this as I wrote it, but altered (God
knows by whom), then recognise their unfairness. No bishop is
accused if, while he was a layman, he wrote something somewhat
incautiously on an indifferent matter; not anything concerning the
Faith, but a mere word of friendly greeting. Possibly even my
opponents are known to have written to Jews and to Pagans, without
incurring any blame. Hitherto no one has ever been judged for any
such conduct as that on which I am being condemned by these
strainers-out of gnats. cf.
Matt. xxiii.
24. God, who
knows men’s hearts, knows that I never wrote these things, nor
sanctioned them, but that I anathematize all who hold the vile opinion
of the confusion of the hypostases, on which point the most impious
heresy of Sabellius has been revived. And all the brethren who
have been personally acquainted with my insignificant self know it
equally well. Let those very men who now vehemently accuse me,
search their own consciences, and they will own that from my boyhood I
have been far removed from any doctrine of the kind.