loves them whom he would have seek the Name of the Lord. Does he love only, or hate
only? or does he both hate, and love? Yea, he both hates, and loves. He hates what is thine,
he loves thee. What is, “He hates what is thine, he loves thee”? He hates what thou hast
made, he loves what God hath made. For what are thine own things but sins? And what art
thou but what God made thee, a man after His Own image and likeness? Thou dost neglect
what thou wast made, love what thou hast made. Thou dost love thine own works without
thee, dost neglect the work of God within thee. Deservedly dost thou go away, deservedly
fall off, yea, deservedly even from thine own self depart; deservedly hear the words, “A
spirit that goeth and returneth not.”4208 Hear rather Him That calleth and saith, “Turn ye
unto Me, and I will turn unto you.”4209 For God doth not really turn away, and turn again;
Abiding the Same He rebuketh, Unchangeable He rebuketh. He hath turned away, in that
thou hast turned thyself away. Thou hast fallen from Him, He hath not fallen away from
thee.4210 Hear Him then saying to thee, “Turn ye unto Me, and I will turn unto you.” For
this is, “I turn unto you, in that ye turn unto Me.” He followeth on the back of him that flieth,
He enlighteneth the face of him that returneth. For whither wilt thou fly in flying from God?
Whither wilt thou fly in flying from Him who is contained in no place, and is nowhere absent?
He That delivereth him that turneth to him, punisheth him that turneth away. Thou hast a
Judge by flying; have a Father by returning.
5. But he had been swollen up by pride, and by this swelling could not return by the
strait way. He who became the Way, crieth out, “Enter ye in by the strait gate.”4211 He tries
to enter in, the swelling impedes him; and his trying is so much the more hurtful, in propor-
tion as the swelling is a greater impediment. For the straitness irritates4212 his swelling; and
being irritated he will swell the more; and swelling more, when will he enter in? So then let
him bring down the swelling. And how? Let him take the medicine of humility; let him
against the swelling drink the bitter but wholesome cup; drink the cup of humility. Why
doth he squeeze himself? The bulk, not for its size, but for its swelling, doth not allow him.
For size hath solidity, swelling inflation. Let not him that is swollen fancy himself of great
size; that he may be great, and substantial,4213 and solid, let him bring down his swelling.
Let him not long after these present things, let him not glory in this pomp of things failing
4208 Ps. lxxvii. 39, Sept. (lxxviii. English version).
4209 Zech. i. 3.
4210 Tract. 2 in Evang. Joan. n. 8.
4211 Matt. vii. 13.
4212 Vexat.
4213 Certus.
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On the same words of the Gospel, John xiv. 6, ‘I am the way,’ etc.