13. But amid these tokens of incredible
magnanimity, she did not surrender her body to luxury, and unrestrained
pleasures of the appetite, that raging and tearing dog, as though
presuming upon her acts of benevolence, as most men do, who redeem
their luxury by compassion to the poor, and instead of healing evil
with good, receive evil as a recompense for their good deeds. Nor
did she, while subduing her
dust Her
dust, i.e. her body. by fasting, leave to another the medicine of
hard lying; nor, while she found this of spiritual service, was she
less restrained in sleep than anyone else; nor, while regulating her
life on this point as if freed from the body, did she lie upon the
ground, when others were passing the night erect, as the most mortified
men struggle to do. Nay in this respect she was seen to surpass
not only women, but the most devoted of men, by her intelligent
chanting of the psalter, her converse with, and unfolding and apposite
recollection of, the Divine oracles, her bending of her knees which had
grown hard and almost taken root in the ground, her tears to cleanse
her stains with contrite heart and spirit of lowliness, her prayer
rising heavenward, her mind freed from wandering in rapture; in all
these, or in any one of them, is there man or woman who can boast of
having surpassed her? Besides, it is a great thing to say, but it
is true, that while she was zealous in her endeavour after some points
of excellence, of others she was the paragon: of some she was the
discoverer, in others she excelled. And if in some single
particular she was rivalled, her superiority consists in her complete
grasp of all. Such was her success in all points, as none else
attained even in a moderate degree in one: to such perfection did
she attain in each particular, that any one might of itself have
supplied the place of all.