48. And so though he retained the deposit of
faith, and feared to voyage as debtor of so vast an amount, yet he
preferred to cross over to a place where he could make his payment in
safety, for he was convinced that the payment of thankfulness to God
consists in dispositions and faith, which payment, so soon as he had
free access to the Church, he delayed not to make. It is plain
from various passages that Satyrus, when he undertook his voyage to
Africa, was only a catechumen, i.e. not yet baptized. Many
holy men postponed baptism, not out of contempt or carelessness, but
through fear, in all the dangers of the period, of losing baptismal
grace, sin after baptism and grace received being then estimated at its
true awfulness. Satyrus having been, as he believed, saved from
death by the Holy Eucharist, determined to be at once baptized, so soon
as he could find a Catholic bishop. It must be noted that the
Fathers condemn nothing more severely than postponing baptism, in order
to continue in sin. And he both received the grace of
God which he longed for, and preserved it when received. Nothing,
then, can be wiser than that prudence which distinguishes between
divine and human matters.