19. It profited me nothing to receive thy last
breath, nor to have breathed into the mouth of thee dying, for I
thought that either I myself should receive thy death, or should
transfer my life to thee. O that sad, yet sweet pledge of the
last kiss! O the misery of that embrace, in which the lifeless
body began to stiffen, the last breath vanished! I tightened my
arms indeed, but had already lost him whom I was holding; I drew in thy
last breath with my mouth, that I might share thy death. But in
some way that breath became lifegiving to me, and even in death
diffused an odour of greater love. And if I was unable to
lengthen thy life by my breath, would that at least the strength of thy
last breath might have been transfused into my mind, and that our
affection might have inspired me with that purity and innocence of
thine. Thou wouldst have left me, dearest brother, this
inheritance, which would not smite the affections with tears of grief,
but commend thine heir by notable grace.