Chapter XII.
An instance of a lukewarm monk caught in the snares of
covetousness.
I know
of one, who thinks
himself a monk, and what is worse flatters himself on his perfection,
who had been received into a monastery, and when charged by his Abbot
not to turn his thoughts back to those things which he had given up and
renounced, but to free himself from covetousness, the root of all kinds
of evil, and from earthly snares; and
when told that if he wished to be
cleansed from his former passions, by which he saw that he was from
time to time grievously oppressed, he should cease from caring about
those things which even formerly were not his own, entangled in the
chains of which he certainly could not make progress towards purifying
himself of his faults: with an angry expression he did not hesitate to
answer, “If you have that with which you can support others, why
do you forbid me to have it as well?”
883
883
Cur
prohibes
(Petschenig). Gazæus omits
Cur
.