the gracefulness of the soul. Let us not then neglect such a possession, nor such great happi-
ness, and especially when the approach to that kind of beauty becomes easy to us by our
hopes of the things to come. “For our light affliction,” we read, “which is but for the moment,
worketh for us more and more exceedingly an eternal weight of glory, while we look not at
the things which are seen but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen
are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.”279 Now if the blessed Paul
called such afflictions as thou wottest of light and easy, because he did not look at the things
which are seen, much more tolerable is it merely to cease from wantonness. For we are not
calling thee to those dangers which he underwent, nor to those deaths which he incurred
daily,280 the constant beatings and scourgings, the bonds, the enmity of the whole world,
the hatred of his own people, the frequent vigils, the long journies, the shipwrecks, the attacks
of robbers, the plots of his own kinsfolk, the distresses on account of his friends, the hunger,
the cold, the nakedness, the burning, the despondency on account both of those who belonged
to him, and those who did not belong to him. None of these things do we now demand of
thee; all that we ask for is that you would release yourself from your accursed bondage, and
return to your former freedom, having considered both the punishment arising from your
wantonness, and the honor belonging to your former manner of life. For that unbelievers
should be but languidly affected by the thought of the resurrection and never be in fear of
this kind, is nothing wonderful; but that we who are more firmly persuaded concerning the
things of the other world than those of the present, should spend our life in this miserable
and deplorable way and be nowise affected by the memory of those things, but sink into a
state of extreme insensibility—this is irrational in the highest degree. For when we who believe
do the deeds of unbelievers, or rather are in a more miserable plight than they (for there are
some among them who have been eminent for the virtue of their life), what consolation,
what excuse will be left for us? And many merchants indeed who have incurred shipwreck
have not given way, but have pursued the same journey, and this when the loss which has
befallen them was not owing to their own carelessness, but to the force of the winds; and
shall we who have reason to be confident concerning the end, and know certainly that if we
do not wish it, neither shipwreck nor accident of any kind will bring us damage, not lay
hold of the work again, and carry on our business as we did aforetime, but lie in idleness
and keep our hands to ourselves? And would that we kept them merely to ourselves and did
not use them against ourselves which is a token of stark madness. For if any pugilist, leaving
his antagonist were to turn his hands against his own head, and deal blows to his own face,
279 2 Cor. iv. 17.
280 1 Cor. xv. 31; also 2 Cor. xi. 23–28.
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