It was, then, as a man of mature age, of literary skill
and philosophical training, that Hilary approached Christianity.
He had been drawn towards the Faith by desire for a truth which he had
not found in philosophy; and his conviction that this truth was
Christianity was established by independent study of Scripture, not by
intercourse with Christian teachers; so much we may safely conclude
from the early pages of the De Trinitate. It must
remain doubtful whether the works of Origen, who influenced his thought
so profoundly, had fallen into his hands before his conversion, or
whether it was as a Christian, seeking for further light upon the
Faith, that he first studied them. For it is certainly improbable
that he would find among the Christians of his own district many who
could help him in intellectual difficulties. The educated classes
were still largely pagan, and the Christian body, which was, we may
say, unanimously and undoubtingly Catholic, held, without much mental
activity, a traditional and inherited faith. Into this body
Hilary entered by Baptism, at some unknown date. His age at the
time, his employment, whether or no he was married Hilary’s legendary
daughter Abra, to whom he is said to have written a letter printed in
the editions of his works, is now generally abandoned by the best
authorities, e.g. by Fechtrup, the writer, in Wetzer-Welte’s
Encyclopædia, of the best short life of Hilary.,
whether or no he entered the ministry of the Church of Poitiers, can
never be known. It is only certain that he was strengthening his
faith by thought and study.