Ep. V.
(Circa
a.d.
361.)
Since you do take my jokes kindly, I send you the
rest. My prelude is from Homer.
“Come now and change thy theme,
And sing of the inner adornment.”
—Od. viii. 492.
Your roofless and doorless hut, your fireless and
smokeless hearth, your walls dried by fire, that we may not be hit by
the drops of the mud, condemned like Tantalus thirsting in the midst of
waters, and that pitiable feast with nothing to eat, to which we were
invited from Cappadocia, not as to a Lotus-eater’s poverty, but
to a table of Alcinous—we young and miserable survivors of a
wreck. For I remember those loaves and the broth (so it was
called), yes, and I shall remember them too, and my poor teeth that
slipped on your hunks of bread, and then braced themselves up, and
pulled themselves as it were out of mud. You yourself will raise
these things to a higher strain of tragedy, having learnt to talk big
through your own sufferings…for if we had not been quickly
delivered by that great supporter of the poor—I mean your
mother—who appeared opportunely like a harbour to men tossed by a
storm, we should long ago have been dead, rather pitied than admired
for our faith in Pontus. How shall I pass over that garden which
was no garden and had no vegetables, and the Augean dunghill which we
cleared out of the house, and with which we filled it up (sc. the
garden), when we drew that mountainous wagon, I the vintager, and you
the valiant, with our necks and hands, which still bear the traces of
our labours. “O earth and sun, O air and virtue” (for
I will indulge a little in tragic tones), not that we might bridge the
Hellespont, but that we might level a precipice. If you are not
put out by the mention of the circumstances, no more am I; but if you
are, how much more was I by the reality. I pass by the rest,
through respect for the others from whom I received much
enjoyment.