34. This confession was, it seems, greeted with
respect by all, both in West and East, who were capable of life; some
cherishing piety within their own bosoms, if we may credit what they
say, but advancing no further, like a still-born child which dies
within its mother’s womb; others kindling to some extent, as it
were, sparks, so far as to escape the difficulties of the time, arising
either from the more fervent of the orthodox, or the devotion of the
people; while others spoke the truth with boldness, on whose side I
would be, for I dare make no further boast; no longer consulting my own
fearfulness—in other words, the views of men more unsound than
myself (for this we have done enough and to spare, without either
gaining anything from others, or guarding from injury that which was
our own, just as bad stewards do) but bringing forth to light my
offspring, nourishing it with eagerness, and exposing it, in its
constant growth, to the eyes of all.