[2.] Then the way she puts herself upon, is to go about
the city. Not to insist upon particulars, nor to strain the parts of
the allegory too far, the city here intended is the city of God, the
church; and the passing through the broad and narrow streets, is
the diligent inquiry that the spouse makes in all the paths and ordinances
given unto it. This, then, is the next thing the soul addresses itself
unto in the want of Christ:— when it finds him not in any private
endeavours, it makes vigorous application to the ordinances of public
worship; in prayer, in preaching, in administration of the seals, doth it
look after Christ. Indeed, the great inquiry the souls of believers make,
in every ordinance, is after Christ. So much as they find of him, so much
sweetness and refreshment have they, and no more. Especially when under
any desertion, they rise up to this inquiry: they listen to every word, to
every prayer, to find if any thing of Christ, any light from him, any life,
any love, appears to them. “Oh, that Christ would at length meet me in
this or that sermon, and recover my poor heart to some sight of his love, —
to some taste at kindness!” The solicitousness of a believer in his inquest
after Christ, when he finds not his presence, either for grace or
consolation, as in former days, is indeed inexpressible. Much of the frame
of such a heart is couched in the redoubling of the expression, “I sought
him, I sought him;” setting out an inconceivable passion, and suitably
industrious desire. Thus, being disappointed at home, the spouse
proceeds.