94. It is not then everyone who can say,
“The Lord is my portion.” The covetous man cannot,
for covetousness draws near and says: Thou art my portion, I have
thee in subjection, thou hast served me, thou hast sold thyself to me
with that gold, by that possession thou hast adjudged thyself to
me. The luxurious man says not: Christ is my portion, for
luxury comes and says: Thou art my portion, I made thee mine in
that banquet, I caught thee in the net of that feast, I hold thee by
the bond of thy gluttony. Dost thou not know that thy table was
more valued by thee than thy life? I refute thee by thine own
judgment, deny if thou canst, but thou canst not. And in fine
thou hast reserved nothing for thy life, thou hast spent it all for thy
table. The adulterer cannot say: “The Lord is my
portion;” for lust comes and says: I am
thy portion, thou didst bind thyself to me in
the love of that maiden, by a night with that harlot thou hast come
under my laws and into my power. The traitor cannot say:
“Christ is my portion,” for at once the wickedness of his
sin rushes on him and says: He is deceiving Thee, Lord Jesus, he
is mine.