12. These were the objects of her prayers
and hopes, in the fervour of faith rather than of youth. Indeed,
none was as confident of things present as she of things hoped for,
from her experience of the generosity of God. For the salvation
of my father there was a concurrence of the gradual conviction
Conviction. Lit., “healing.” of his reason, and the vision of dreams
which God often bestows upon a soul worthy of salvation. What was
the vision? This is to me the most pleasing part of the
story. He thought that he was singing, as he had never done
before, though his wife was frequent in her supplications and prayers,
this verse from the psalms of holy David: I was glad when they
said unto me, we will go into the house of the Lord. Ps. cxxii. 1. The psalm was a strange one to him,
and along with its words the desire came to him. As soon as she
heard it, having thus obtained her prayer, she seized the opportunity,
replying that the vision would bring the greatest pleasure, if
accompanied by its fulfilment, and, manifesting by her joy the
greatness of the benefit, she urged forward his salvation, before
anything could intervene to hinder the call, and dissipate the object
of her longing. At that very time it happened that a number of
Bishops were hastening to Nicæa, to oppose the madness of Arius,
since the wickedness of dividing the Godhead had just arisen; so my
father yielded himself to God and to the heralds of the truth, and
confessed his desire, and requested from them the common salvation, one
of them being the celebrated Leontius, at that time our own
metropolitan. It would be a great wrong to grace, were I to pass
by in silence the wonder which then was bestowed upon him by
grace. The witnesses of the wonder The
wonder. S. Gregory the elder ought, according to the rite of
admission to the ranks of the Catechumens, to have remained standing,
and in that position have had his ears anointed. He fell upon his
knees and the Bishop, in forgetfulness, pronounced over him the form of
ordination to the Priesthood.
are not few. The teachers of accuracy were spiritually at fault,
and the grace was a forecast of the future, and the formula of the
priesthood was mingled with the admission of the catechumen. O
involuntary initiation! bending his knee, he received the form of
admission to the state of a catechumen in such wise, that many, not
only of the highest, but even of the lowest, intellect, prophesied the
future, being assured by no indistinct signs of what was to
be.