God then choose to scrutinize this alone, do you think that we could obtain pardon, or be
able to find any excuse? Truly, I think not!
4. But what if the evil-speakings which we unkindly utter every day one against another,
were brought forward against us; as well as the rash judgments with which we condemn our
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neighbour; and that for no reason, but because we are fond of blaming, and given to find
fault; what, I say, should we be able to allege in defence? Again, should He scrutinize those
roving glances of ours, and those evil desires which we carry in the mind, so frequently ad-
mitting disgraceful and impure thoughts from the unlicensed wandering of the eyes, what
punishment must we not sustain? And should He demand a reason for our revilings, (for
He saith, “Whosoever shall say to his brother, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire,”)
how could we, forsooth, open our mouths, or move our lips at all, or say any thing great or
small in reply? Moreover, as to the vainglorious feelings we allow in our prayers, our fastings,
our almsgiving, were we to scrutinize, them,—I do not say, were God, but were we ourselves,
who are the sinners, to do this,—should we be able to lift up our eyes toward heaven? Then,
as to the deceits which we devise one against another—praising a brother now, whilst he is
present, and discoursing as with a friend; and when he is absent, reviling him; can we endure
the punishments of all these? Then what of the oaths? or what of the lying? what of the
perjuries? what of the unjust anger, and of the envy with which we too often regard men
when honoured, not enemies only, but also friends? Furthermore, what of the fact, that we
are pleased when others suffer evil, and account the misfortunes of others a consolation for
our own distress?
5. But suppose the penalty were exacted for our listlessness in our solemn assemblies
what would our condition be? For this ye cannot but know, that often whilst God Himself
is addressing us all by His prophet, we are holding frequent and long conversations with
those near us, about matters which in no way concern us. Passing by, then, all the rest,
should He choose to exact of us the penalty due for this sin only, what hope of salvation will
there be? For do not suppose that this offence is a small one, but if thou wouldest be aware
of its magnitude, examine how this very thing is regarded among men, and then thou wilt
perceive the enormity of the sin. Just venture, when some magistrate is talking to thee, or
rather some friend who is of somewhat superior dignity, to turn from him, and enter into
conversation with thy servant; and thou wilt then perceive, what thou venturest on in dealing
thus with God! For if he be any one of the more distinguished classes, he will even demand
reparation of thee for such an insult. Yet God, whilst He is treated with as great, and still
greater contempt than this, every day; and that not by one, or two, or three persons, but by
almost all of us; is still forbearing and longsuffering, not in regard to this alone, but to other
things which are far more grievous. For these things are what must be admitted, and what
are obvious to all, and by almost all men they are daringly practised. But there are yet others,
which the conscience of those who commit them is privy to. Surely, if we were to think of
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