Chapter V.
Of our answer to his excuse.
At
this we were
overwhelmed with no slight confusion and replied as follows: Although
both the difficulty of the place and the solitary life itself, which
even a robust youth could scarcely put up with, ought to be sufficient
to teach us everything (and indeed without your saying anything they
do
teach and impress us a very great deal) yet still we ask you
to lay aside your silence for a little and in a more worthy manner
implant in us those principles by which we may be able to embrace, not
so much by imitating it as by admiring it, that goodness which we see
in you. For even if our coldness is known to you, and does not deserve
to obtain what we are asking for, yet at least the trouble of so long a
journey ought to be repaid by it, as we made haste to come here after
our first beginning in the monastery of Bethlehem, owing to a longing
for your instruction, and a yearning for our own
good.