11. I pass by in silence what is still more
ineffable, of which God is witness, and those of the faithful
handmaidens to whom she has confided such things. That which
concerns myself is perhaps undeserving of mention, since I have proved
unworthy of the hope cherished in regard to me: yet it
was on her part a great undertaking to promise me to God before my
birth, with no fear of the future, and to dedicate me immediately after
I was born. Through God’s goodness has it been that she has
not utterly failed in her prayer, and that the auspicious sacrifice was
not rejected. Some of these things were already in existence,
others were in the future, growing up by means of gradual
additions. And as the sun which most pleasantly casts its morning
rays, becomes at midday hotter and more brilliant, so also did she, who
from the first gave no slight evidence of piety, shine forth at last
with fuller light. Then indeed he, who had established her in his
house, had at home no slight spur to piety, possessed, by her origin
and descent, of the love of God and Christ, and having received virtue
as her patrimony; not, as he had been, cut out of the wild olive and
grafted into the good olive, yet unable to bear, in the excess of her
faith, to be unequally yoked; for, though surpassing all others in
endurance and fortitude, she could not brook this, the being but half
united to God, because of the estrangement of him who was a part of
herself, and the failure to add to the bodily union, a close connexion
in the spirit: on this account, she fell before God night and
day, entreating for the salvation of her head with many fastings and
tears, and assiduously devoting herself to her husband, and influencing
him in many ways, by means of reproaches, admonitions, attentions,
estrangements, and above all by her own character with its fervour for
piety, by which the soul is specially prevailed upon and softened, and
willingly submits to virtuous pressure. The drop The drop.
A familiar proverb. Choerilus, 9. of water constantly striking the rock was
destined to hollow it, and at length attain its longing, as the sequel
shows.