Ep. XVI. To Eusebius,
Bishop of Cæsarea.
Since I am addressing a man who does not love falsehood,
and who is the keenest man I know at detecting it in another, however
it may be twined in skilful and varied labyrinths; and, moreover, on my
own part I will say it, though against the grain I do not like
artifice, either, both from my natural constitution, and because
God’s Word has formed me so. There
fore I write what presents itself to my mind;
and I beg you to excuse my plain speaking, or you will wrong the truth
by depriving me of my liberty, and forcing me to restrain within myself
the pain of my grief, like some secret and malignant disease. I
rejoice that I have your respect (for I am a man, as some one has said
before), and that I am summoned to Synods and spiritual
conferences. But I am troubled at the slight which has been
inflicted on my most Reverend brother Basil, and is still inflicted on
him by Your Reverence; for I chose him as the companion of my life and
words and highest philosophy, and he is so still; and I never had
reason to regret my judgment of him. It is more temperate to
speak thus of him, that I may not seem to be praising myself in
admiring him. You, however, I think, by honouring me and
dishonouring him, seem to be acting like a man who should with one hand
stroke a man’s head, and with the other hand strike him on the
face; or while tearing up the foundations of a house should paint the
walls and decorate the exterior. If then you will listen to me,
this is what you will do, and I claim to be listened to, for this is
justice. If you will pay due attention to him, he will do the
like by you. And I will follow him as a shadow does the body,
being of little worth and inclined to peace. For I am not so mean
as to be willing in other respects to philosophize, and to be of the
better part, but to overlook a matter which is the end of all our
teaching, namely love; especially in regard to a Priest, and one of so
high a character, and one whom I know of all my acquaintances to be the
best both in life and doctrine and conduct. For my pain shall not
obscure the truth.