Chapter VI.
That without the grace of God we cannot make any
diligent efforts.
And
therefore though in many
things, indeed in everything, it can be shown that men always have need
of God’s help, and that human weakness cannot accomplish anything
that has to do with salvation by itself alone, i.e., without the aid of
God, yet in nothing is this more clearly shown than in the acquisition
and preservation of chastity. For as the discussion on the difficulty
of its perfection is put off for so long, let us meanwhile discourse
briefly on the instruments of it. Who, I ask, could, however fervent he
might be in spirit, relying on his own strength with no praise from men
endure the squalor of the desert, and I will not say the daily lack but
the supply of dry bread? Who without the Lord’s consolation,
could put up with the continual thirst for water, or deprive his human
eyes of that sweet and delicious morning sleep, and regularly compress
his whole time of rest and repose into the limits of four hours? Who
would be sufficient without God’s grace to give continual
attendance to reading and constant earnestness in work, receiving no
advantage of
present gain?
And all these matters, as we cannot desire them continuously without
divine inspiration, so in no respect whatever can we perform them
without His help. And that we may ensure that these things are not only
proved to us by the teaching of experience, but also made still clearer
by sure proof and arguments, does not some weakness intervene in the
case of many things which we wish usefully to perform, and though the
full keenness of our desire and the perfection of our will be not
wanting, yet interfere with the wish we have conceived, so that there
is no carrying out of our purpose, unless the power to perform it has
been granted by the mercy of the Lord, so that, although there are
countless swarms of people who are anxious to stick faithfully to the
pursuit of virtue, you can scarcely find any who are able to carry it
out and endure it, to say nothing of the fact that, even when no
weakness at all hinders us, the opportunity for doing everything that
we wish does not lie in our own power. For it is not in our power to
secure the silence of solitude and severe fasts and undisturbed study
even when we could use such opportunities, but by a chapter of
accidents we are often very much against our will kept away from the
salutary ordinances so that we have to pray to the Lord for
opportunities of place or time in which to practise them. And it is
clear that the ability for these is not sufficient for us unless there
be also granted to us by the Lord an opportunity of doing what we are
capable of (as the Apostle also says: “For we wanted to come to
you once and again, but Satan hindered us”
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), so that sometimes we find for our
advantage we are called away from these spiritual exercises in order
that while without our own consent the regularity of our routine is
broken and we yield something to weakness of the flesh, we may even
against our will be brought to a salutary patience. Of which
providential arrangement of God the blessed Apostle says something
similar: “For which I besought the Lord thrice that it might
depart from me. And He said to me: My grace is sufficient for thee: for
my strength is made perfect in weakness:” and again: “For
we know not what to pray for as we ought.”
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1 Thess. ii. 18
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2 Cor. xii. 8, 9; Rom. viii.
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