Letter CXXIV.
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To Theodorus
.
It
is sometimes said that
slaves to the passion of love, when by some inevitable necessity they
are separated from the object of their desire, are able to stay the
violence of their passion by indulging the sense of sight, if haply
they can look at the picture of the beloved object. Whether this
be true or not I cannot say; but what has befallen me in your case, my
friend, is not very different. I have felt a disposition towards
your godly and guileless soul, somewhat, if I may so say, of the nature
of love; but the gratification of my desire, like that of all other
blessings, is made difficult to me by the opposition of my sins.
However, I have seemed to see a very good likeness of you in the
presence of my very reverend brothers. And if it had been my lot
to fall in with you when far away from them, I should have fancied that
I saw them in you. For the measure of love in each of you is so
great, that in both of you there is a plain contest for the
superiority. I have thanked God for this. If any longer
life be left me, I pray that my life may be made sweet through you,
just as now I look on life as a wretched thing to be avoided, because I
am separated from the companionship of those I love best. For, in
my judgment, there is nothing in which one can be cheerful when cut off
from those who truly love us.
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Placed in
373.