Epistle XXXII.
To Marinianus, Bishop of Ravenna.
Gregory to Marinianus, &c.
When the bearer of these presents, Candidus the abbot,
came hither to ask for relics (which have also been granted), as much
as I rejoiced in thy Fraternity’s nursing aid, thy
Fraternity’s care for me being therein apparent, so much was I
distressed that I could not enjoy his presence as I wished to do,
seeing that he found me sick, and, when he departed, left me still in a
state of weakness. For it is now a long time since I have been
able to rise from bed. For at one time the pain of gout torments
me, at another a fire, I know not of what kind, spreads itself with
pain through my whole body; and it is generally the case that at one
and the same time burning pain racks me, and body and mind fail
me. Further, what other great distresses of sickness beside what
I have mentioned I am affected by, I am unable to recount. This
however I may briefly say, that the infection of a noxious humour so
drinks me up that it is pain to me to live, and I anxiously look for
death, which alone I can hope for to relieve my groans.
Accordingly, most holy brother, implore for me the compassion of divine
loving-kindness, that it would mercifully mitigate towards me the
scourges of its smiting, and grant me patience to endure, lest (which
God forbid) my heart break out into impatience from excessive
weariness, and the guilt which might have been well cured through
stripes be increased by murmuring. Given in the month of
February, Indiction 4.