to Christ. We affect to wish the benefit to come not from others, but from ourselves. But
this cannot be for Christ’s sake, but for our own: otherwise, it would be a matter of indiffer-
ence, whether the good were done by others or ourselves. If a physician found himself unable
to cure his son, who was threatened with blindness, would he reject the aid of another, who
was able to effect the cure? Far from it! “Let my son be restored,” he would almost say to
him, “whether it is to be by you or by me.” And why? Because he would not consider himself,
but what was beneficial to his son. So, were our regard “to Christ,” it would lead us to say,
“Let good be done, whether by ourselves or by any other.” As Paul said, “Whether in pretense
or in truth Christ is preached.” (Philip. i. 18.). In the same spirit Moses answered, when
some would have excited his displeasure against Eldad and Modad, because they prophesied,
“Enviest thou for my sake? Would God that all the Lord’s people were prophets!” (Num.
xi. 29.) These jealous feelings proceed from vainglory; and are they not those of opponents
and enemies? Doth any one speak ill of you? Love him! It is impossible, you say. Nay, if you
will, it is quite possible. For if you love him only who speaks well of you, what thanks have
you? It is not for the Lord’s sake, but for the sake of the man’s kind speech that you do it.
Has any one injured you? Do him good! For in benefiting him who has benefited you there
is little merit. Have you been deeply wronged and suffered loss? Make a point of requiting
it with the contrary. Yes, I entreat you. Let this be the way we do our own part. Let us cease
from hating and injuring our enemies. He commands us “to love our enemies” (Matt. v.
44.): but we persecute Him while He loves us. God forbid! we all say in words, but not so
in deeds. So darkened are our minds by sin, that we tolerate in our actions what in words
we think intolerable. Let us desist then from things that are injurious and ruinous to our
salvation, that we may obtain those blessings which as His friends we may obtain. For Christ
says, “I will that where I am, there My disciples may be also, that they may behold My glory”
(John xvii. 24.), which may we all attain, through the grace and love of Jesus Christ.
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