Whenever thou eatest, consider that God is present, for He is present; whenever thou art
preparing to sleep, or giving way to passion, if thou art robbing another, or indulging in
luxury, or whatever thou art about, thou wilt never fall into laughter, never be inflamed with
rage. If this be thy thought continually, thou wilt continually be in “fear and trembling,”
forasmuch as thou art standing beside the King. The architect, though he be experienced,
though he be perfectly master of his art, yet stands with “fear and trembling,” lest he fall
down from the building. Thou too hast believed, thou hast performed many good deeds,
thou hast mounted high: secure thyself, be in fear as thou standest, and keep a wary eye, lest
thou fall thence. For manifold are the spiritual sorts of wickedness which aim to cast thee
down. (Eph. vi. 12.) “Serve the Lord with fear,” he says, “and rejoice unto Him with trem-
bling.” (Ps. ii. 11.) And how is rejoicing compatible with “trembling”? Yet this, be assured,
is the only rejoicing; for when we perform some good work, and such as beseemeth those
who do anything “with trembling,” then only do we rejoice. “Work out your own salvation
with fear and trembling”: he says not “work,” but “work out,” i.e. with much earnestness,
with much diligence; but as he had said, “with fear and trembling,” see how he relieves their
anxiety: for what does he say? “It is God that worketh in you.” Fear not because I said, “with
fear and trembling.” I said it not with this view, that thou shouldest give up in despair, that
thou shouldest suppose virtue to be somewhat difficult to be attained, but that thou mightest
be led to follow after it, and not spend thyself in vain pursuits; if this be the case, God will
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work all things. Do thou be bold; “for it is God that worketh in you.” If then He worketh, it
is our part to bring a mind ever resolute, clenched and unrelaxed. “For it is God that worketh
in you both to will and to work.” “If He does Himself work in us to will, how dost thou exhort
us? for if He works Himself even the will, the words, which you speak to us, have no meaning,
‘that ye have obeyed’; for we have not ‘obeyed’; it is without meaning that thou sayest, ‘with
fear and trembling’; for the whole is of God.” It was not for this that I said to you, “for it is
He that worketh in you both to will and to work,” but my object was to relieve your anxiety.
If thou wilt, in that case He will “work in thee to will.” Be not affrighted, thou art not worsted;
both the hearty desire and the accomplishment are a gift from Him: for where we have the
will, thenceforward He will increase our will. For instance, I desire to do some good work:
He has wrought the good work itself, and by means of it He has wrought also the will. Or
he says this in the excess of his piety, as when he declares that our well-doings are gifts of
grace.
As then, when he calls these gifts, he does not put us out of the pale of free will, but ac-
cords to us free will, so when he says, “to work in us to will,” he does not deprive us of free
will, but he shows that by actually doing right we greatly increase our heartiness in willing.
For as doing comes of doing, so of not doing comes not doing. Hast thou given an alms?
thou art the more incited to give. Hast thou refused to give? thou art become so much the
more disinclined. Hast thou practiced temperance for one day? Thou hast an incitement
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Philippians 2:12-16