me. She was also more joyful than on the first occasion. But in the third vision she was entirely
youthful and exquisitely beautiful, except only that she had the hair of an old woman; but
her face beamed with joy, and she sat on a seat. Now I was exceeding sad in regard to these
appearances, for I longed much to know what the visions meant. Then I see the old woman
in a vision of the night saying unto me: “Every prayer should be accompanied with humility:
fast,121 therefore, and you will obtain from the Lord what you beg.” I fasted therefore for
one day.
That very night there appeared to me a young man, who said, “Why do you frequently
ask revelations in prayer? Take heed lest by asking many things you injure your flesh: be
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content with these revelations. Will you be able to see greater122 revelations than those
which you have seen?” I answered and said to him, “Sir, one thing only I ask, that in regard
to these three forms the revelation may be rendered complete.” He answered me, “How
long are ye senseless?123 But your doubts make you senseless, because you have not your
hearts turned towards the Lord.” But I answered and said to him, “From you, sir, we shall
learn these things more accurately.”
Chap. XI.
“Hear then,” said he, “with regard to the three forms, concerning which you are inquiring.
Why in the first vision did she appear to you as an old woman seated on a chair? Because
your spirit is now old and withered up, and has lost its power in consequence of your infirm-
ities and doubts. For, like elderly men who have no hope of renewing their strength, and
expect nothing but their last sleep, so you, weakened by worldly occupations, have given
yourselves up to sloth, and have not cast your cares upon the Lord.124 Your spirit therefore
is broken, and you have grown old in your sorrows.” “I should like then to know, sir, why
she sat on a chair?” He answered, “Because every weak person sits on a chair on account of
his weakness, that his weakness may be sustained. Lo! you have the form of the first vision.”
Chap. XII.
“Now in the second vision you saw her standing with a youthful countenance, and more
joyful than before; still she had the skin and hair of an aged woman. Hear,” said he, “this
parable also. When one becomes somewhat old, he despairs of himself on account of his
weakness and poverty, and looks forward to nothing but the last day of his life. Then suddenly
an inheritance is left him: and hearing of this, he rises up, and becoming exceeding joyful,
he puts on strength. And now he no longer reclines, but stands up; and his spirit, already
121 Fast. Believe.—Pal.
122 Literally, “stronger,” and therefore more injurious to the body.
123 How long. Ye are not senseless.—Vat. [Matt. xvii. 17; Luke xxiv. 25.]
124 [1 Pet. v. 7.]
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