pricked in the heart before my face? I will not bring the evil upon him in his own days, be-
cause he hath wept before me.”234 And after this again, Manasses, having exceeded all in
fury and tyranny, and having subverted the legal form of worship, and shut up the temple,
and caused the deceit of idolatry to flourish, and having become more ungodly than all who
were before him, when he afterwards repented, was ranked amongst the friends of God.
Now if, looking to the magnitude of his own iniquities, he had despaired of restoration and
repentance, he would have missed all which he afterwards obtained: but as it was, looking
to the boundlessness of God’s tender mercy instead of the enormity of his transgressions,
and having broken in sunder the bonds of the devil, he rose up and contended with him,
and finished the good course.235 And not only by what was done to these men, but also by
the words of the prophet does God destroy the counsels of despair, speaking on this wise:
“To-day, if ye will hear His voice, harden not your hearts, as in the provocation.”236 Now
that expression “to-day,” may be uttered at every time of life, even on the verge of old age,
if you desire it: for repentance is judged not by quantity of time, but by disposition of the
soul. For the Ninevites did not need many days to blot out their sin, but the short space of
one day availed to efface all their iniquity: and the robber also did not take a long time to
effect his entrance into Paradise, but in such a brief moment as one might occupy in uttering
a single word, did he wash off all the sins which he had committed in his whole life, and
received the prize bestowed by the divine approval even before the Apostles. And we also
see the martyrs obtain glorious crowns for themselves in the course, not of many years, but
of a few days, and often in a single day only.
7. Wherefore we have need of zeal in every direction, and much preparation of mind:
and if we so order our conscience as to hate our former wickedness, and choose the contrary
path with as much energy as God desires and commands, we shall not have anything less
on account of the short space of time: many at least who were last have far outstripped those
who were first. For to have fallen is not a grievous thing, but to remain prostrate after falling,
and not to get up again; and, playing the coward and the sluggard, to conceal feebleness of
moral purpose under the reasoning of despair. To whom also the prophet spoke in perplexity
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saying “Doth he who falleth not rise up, or he who turneth away not turn back?”237 But if
you inquire of me for instances of persons who have fallen away after having believed, all
these things have been said with reference to such persons, for he who has fallen belonged
formerly to those who were standing, not to those who were prostrate; for how should one
in that condition fall? But other things also shall be said, partly by means of parables, partly
234 1 Kings xxi. 29. The words “because he hath wept before me,” are not in the LXX.
235 2 Chron. xxxiii. 10–19.
236 Ps. xcv. 9.
237 Jer. viii. 4.
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