Chapter XXI.
“
But
to me
reflecting on these things, there occurs the thought of our own
unhappiness and our own infirmity. For who is there of us, whom if one
despicable creature of a man has humbly saluted, or one woman has
praised with foolish and flattering words, is not at once elated with
pride and puffed up with vanity? This will bring it about that even
though one does not possess a consciousness of sanctity, yet, because
through the flattery, or, it may be, the mistake of fools, he is said
to be a holy man, he will, in fact, deem himself most holy! And then,
if frequent gifts are sent to him, he will maintain that he is so
honored by the munificence of God, inasmuch as all necessary things are
bestowed upon him when sleeping and at rest. But further, if some signs
of any kind of power fall to him even in a low degree, he will think
himself no less than an angel. And even if he is not marked out from
others either by acts or excellence, but is simply made a cleric, he
instantly enlarges the fringes of his dress, delights in salutations,
is puffed up by people visiting him, and himself gads about everywhere.
Nay, the man who had been previously accustomed to travel on foot, or
at most to ride on the back of an ass, must needs now ride proudly on
frothing steeds; formerly content to dwell in a small and humble cell,
he now builds a lofty fretted ceiling; he constructs many rooms; he
cuts and carves doors; he paints wardrobes; he rejects the coarser kind
of clothing, and demands soft garments; and he gives such orders as the
following to dear widows and friendly virgins, that the one class weave
for him an embroidered cloak, and the other a flowing robe. But let us
leave all these things to be described more pungently by that blessed
man Hieronymus; and let us return to the object more immediately in
view.”
“Well,” says our Gallic friend upon this,
“I know not indeed what you have left to be said by Hieronymus;
you have within such brief compass comprehended all our practices, that
I think these few words of yours, if they are taken in good part, and
patiently considered, will greatly benefit those in question, so that
they will not require in future to be kept in order by the books of
Hieronymus. But do thou rather go on with what you had begun, and bring
forward an example, as you said you would do, against spurious
righteousness; for to tell you the truth, we are subject to no more
destructive evil than this within the wide boundaries of
Gaul.”
“I will do so,” replied Postumianus,
“nor will I any longer keep you in a state of
expectation.