Chapter XXI.
Of those who having made light of great things busy
themselves about trifles.
For
how can we show how absurd
it is that we see that some men after their first enthusiasm of
renunciation in which they forsook their estates and vast wealth and
the service of the world, and betook themselves to the monasteries, are
still earnestly devoted to those things which cannot altogether be cut
off, and which we cannot do without in this state of life, even though
they are small and trifling things; so that in their case the anxiety
about these trifles is greater than their love of all their property.
And it certainly will not profit them much that they have disregarded
greater riches and property, if they have only transferred their
affections (on account of which they were to make light of them) to
small and trifling things. For the sin of covetousness and avarice of
which they cannot be guilty in the matter of really valuable things,
they retain with regard to commoner matters, and so show that they have
not got rid of their former greed
but only changed its object. For if they are too careful about their
mats, baskets, blankets, books, and other trifles such as these, the
same passion holds them captive as before. And they actually guard and
defend their rights over them so jealously as to get angry with their
brethren about them, and, what is worse, they are not ashamed to
quarrel over them. And being still troubled by the bad effects of their
former covetousness, they are not content to possess those things which
the needs and requirements of the body compel a monk to have, according
to the common number and measure, but here too they show the greediness
of their heart, as they try to have those things which they are obliged
to use, better got up than the others; or, exceeding all due bounds,
keep as their special and peculiar property and guard from the touch of
others that which ought to belong to all the brethren alike. As if the
difference of metals, and not the passion of covetousness was what
mattered; and as if it was wrong to be angry about big things, while
one might innocently be about trifling matters: and as if we had not
given up all our precious things just in order that we might learn more
readily to think nothing about trifles! For what difference does it
make whether one gives way to covetousness in the matter of large and
splendid things, or in the matter of the merest trifles, except that we
ought to think a man so far worse if he has made light of great things
and then is a slave to little things? And so that sort of renunciation
of the world does not attain perfection of heart, because though it
ranks as poverty it still keeps the mind of wealth.