all things besides, it obliges the soul to philosophize, and to take thought for futurity. The
desire of wealth, the love of gain, and of bodily pleasures, no longer possesses it. These things
passing away like clouds, leave the judging faculty clear, and grief entering in softens the
hard heart. For nothing is so opposite to philosophy, as a life of pleasure; nor, on the other
hand, is anything so favorable to philosophy as affliction. Consider what the covetous man
will then be. For, “an hour of affliction,” it is said, “maketh a man forget much pleasure.”
(Ecclus. ii. 27.) What will then be his state, when he considers those whom he has robbed,
and injured, and defrauded, when he sees others reaping the fruits of his grasping, and
himself going to pay the penalty? For it cannot, indeed it cannot be, that when fallen into
sickness he should not reflect upon these things. For often the soul of itself is distracted with
agony and terror. What a bitterness is this, tell me! And with every sickness these things
must be endured. And what will he not suffer when he sees others punished or put to death?
These things await him here. And as to what he must undergo hereafter, it is not possible
to say what punishment, what vengeance, what torments, what racks are reserved for him
There. These things we declare. “He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.” (Luke viii. 8.) We
are for ever discoursing of these things, not willingly, but of necessity. For we could wish
there were no obligation to mention such things at all. But since it must be, we would at
least, by a little medicine, deliver you from your disease, and restore you to health. But whilst
you remain in this sickness, it would show a mean and weak spirit, not to say cruelty and
inhumanity, to desist from the healing treatment. For if when physicians despair of our
bodies, we beseech them not to neglect us, not to cease to our last breath applying whatever
is in their power, shall we not much more exhort ourselves? For perhaps when we have
come to the very gates of Hell, the vestibule of wickedness itself, it may be possible to recover,
to renew our strength, to lay hold on eternal life! How many, who have heard ten times and
remained insensible, have afterwards at one hearing been converted! Or rather, not at one
hearing; for though they seemed insensible at the ten discourses, yet they gained something,
and afterwards showed all at once abundant fruit. For as a tree may receive ten strokes, and
not fall; then afterwards be brought down all at once by a single blow: yet it is not done by
that one blow, but by the ten which made that last successful. And this is known to him who
sees the root, though he who takes his view of the trunk above knows it not. So it is in this
case. And thus often, when physicians have applied many remedies, no benefit is perceived;
but afterwards some one comes in and effects an entire cure. Yet it is not the work of him
alone, but of these who have already reduced the disorder. So that, if now we do not bring
forth the fruits of hearing the word, yet hereafter we shall. For that we shall bring them
forth, I am fully persuaded. For it is not, indeed it is not possible that such eager desire, such
a love of hearing, should fail of its effect. God forbid! But may we all, having become worthy
of the admonitions of Christ, obtain the everlasting blessings, &c.
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