conversation with porters, that we may flatter1812 impious men; and do and say all manner
of things, so that we may perfectly attain the end we have in view; and yet cannot endure,
for the sake of God’s laws, to entreat a brother who hath injured us, but consider it a disgrace
to be the first to make advances. Art thou ashamed, tell me, when thou art going to be the
first to make gain? Rather, on the contrary, you ought to be ashamed of persisting in this
passion; and waiting until the person who has committed the injury comes to you to be re-
conciled; for this is a disgrace, and a reproach, and the greatest loss.
8. For he who comes the first it is, who reaps all the fruit; and when at the entreaty of
another thou layest aside thine anger, the good work is to be accounted his; for thou hast
discharged the law as doing a favour to him, not as obeying God. But if, when no one entreats,
when not even the man who has done the injury approaches, or solicits thee, thou thyself
dismissing from thy thoughts all shame, and all delay, runnest forward freely to the injurer,
and dost quell anger entirely, the good deed becomes wholly thine own, and thou shalt receive
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all the reward. If I say, “Practise fasting,” thy plea, perchance, is bodily weakness. If I say,
“Give to the poor,” it is poverty, and bringing up children. If I say, “Make time for the as-
sembles of the Church,” it is worldly cares. If I say, “Give heed to what is spoken, and consider
the power of what is taught,” it is want of learning. If I say, “Correct another,” you say,
“When counsel is given him, he takes no heed, for I have often spoken, and been scorned.”
Frigid, as such pretences are, yet you have some pretences to allege. But suppose I say,
“Dismiss thine anger,” which of these wilt thou then allege? For neither infirmity of body,
nor poverty, nor lack of culture, nor want of leisure, nor any other thing of that kind hast
thou to advance; but this sin is above all other the most inexcusable. How wilt thou be able
to stretch thine hands toward heaven, or how to move thy tongue, or to ask pardon? For
although God be desirous to pardon thy sins, thou thyself dost not suffer Him, while thou
retainest that of thy fellow-servant! But suppose that he is cruel, fierce, and savage, and
greedy of revenge and retaliation? Why for this reason thou oughtest especially to grant
forgiveness.1813 Hast thou been wronged much, and robbed, and slandered, and injured in
matters of the first importance; and dost thou wish to see thine enemy punished? Yet even
for this, it will be of use to thee to pardon him. For suppose that thou thyself takest vengeance,
and prosecutest it, either by words, by deeds, or imprecation against the adversary; then
God will not afterwards prosecute it too, inasmuch as thou hast taken thy revenge; and not
only will He not prosecute the matter for thee, but will also demand a penalty of thee as a
despiser of Himself. For if this same thing takes place amongst mankind, viz. that if we beat
the servant of another, the master is indignant, and calls the act an insult (for although we
1812 κολακεύσωμεν. The aorist implies that the object intended is to get an audience. For a striking picture
of such servility, see Tac. An.. iv. 77.
1813 See on Rom. xii. 21, Hom. XXII.
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