from which he fell. For although it may seem a strange thing to say, I will not admit even
that sin to be too great for the succour which is brought to us from repentance. Wherefore
I pray and beseech you to banish all this Satanic mode of thinking from your soul, and to
return to this state of salvation. For if indeed I were commanding you to ascend to your
former altitude all at once, you would naturally complain of there being much difficulty in
doing this: but if all which I now ask you to do is to get up and return thence in the opposite
direction, why do you hesitate, and shrink, and make a retrograde movement? Have you
not seen those who have died in the midst of luxury and drunkenness, and sport and all the
other folly of this life? Where are they now who used to strut through the market place with
much pomp, and a crowd of attendants? who were clothed in silk and redolent with perfumes,
and kept a table for their parasites, and were in constant attendance at the theatre? What
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has now become of all that parade of theirs? It is all gone;—the costly splendour of their
banquets, the throng of musicians, the attentions of flatterers, the loud laughter, the relaxation
of spirit, the enervation of mind, the voluptuous, abandoned, extravagant manner of life—it
has all come to an end. Where now have all these things taken their flight? What has become
of the body which enjoyed so much attention, and cleanliness. Go thy way to the coffin,
behold the dust, the ashes, the worms, behold the loathsomeness of the place, and groan
bitterly. And would that the penalty were limited to the ashes! but now transfer thy thought
from the coffin and these worms to that undying worm, to the fire unquenchable, to the
gnashing of teeth, to the outer darkness, to affliction and straitness, to the parable of Lazarus
and the rich man, who although the owner of so much wealth, and clothed in purple could
not become the owner of even a drop of water; and this when he was placed in a condition
of such great necessity. The things of this world are in their nature no-wise better than
dreams. For just as those who work in the mines or suffer some other kind of punishment
more severe than this, when they have fallen asleep owing to their many weary toils and the
extreme bitterness of their life, and in their dreams see themselves living in luxury and
prosperity, are in no wise grateful to their dreams after they have awaked, even so that rich
man having become rich in this present life, as it were in a dream, after his departure hence
was punished with that bitter punishment. Consider these things, and having contrasted
that fire with the conflagration of desires which now possesses thee, release thyself from the
furnace. For he who has thoroughly quenched this furnace here, will have no experience of
that in the other world: but if a man does not get the better of this furnace here, the other
will lay hold of him more vehemently when he has departed hence. How long a time dost
thou wish the enjoyment of the present life to be extended? For I do not suppose indeed
that more than fifty years remain to thee so as to reach extreme old age, nor indeed is even
this at all assured to us: for how should they who cannot be confident about living even to
the evening rely upon so many years as these? And not only is this uncertain, but there is
the uncertainty also of a change in our affairs, for often when life has been extended for a
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