Chapter XXVI.
The answer how we should not exceed the proper measure
of food.
Moses
: Both duties must be
observed in the same way and with equal care: for we ought most
scrupulously to preserve the proper allowance of food for the sake of
our abstinence, and in like manner out of charity to show courtesy and
encouragement to any of the brethren who may arrive; because it is
absolutely ridiculous when you offer food to a brother, nay, to Christ
Himself, not to partake of it with him, but to make yourself a stranger
to his repast. And so we shall keep clear of guilt on either hand if we
observe this plan; viz., at the ninth hour to partake of one of the two
biscuits which form our proper canonical allowance, and to keep back
the other to the evening, in expectation of something like this, that
if any of the brethren comes to see us we may partake of it with him,
and so add nothing to our own customary allowance: and by this
arrangement the arrival of our brother which ought to be a pleasure to
us will cause us no inconvenience: since we shall show him the
civilities which courtesy requires in such a way as to relax nothing of
the strictness of our abstinence. But if no one should come, we may
freely take this last biscuit as belonging to us according to our
canonical rule, and by this frugality of ours as a single biscuit was
taken at the ninth hour, our stomach will not be overloaded at
eventide, a thing which is often the case with those who under the idea
that they are observing a stricter abstinence put off all their repast
till evening; for the fact that we have but recently taken food hinders
our intellect from being bright and keen both in our evening and in our
nocturnal prayers, and so at the ninth hour a convenient and suitable
time has been allowed for food, in which a monk can refresh himself and
so find that he is not only fresh and bright during his nocturnal
vigils, but also perfectly ready for his evening prayers, as his food
is already digested.
With such a banquet of two courses, as it were, the holy
Moses feasted us, showing us not only the grace and power of discretion
by his present learned speech, but also the method of renunciation and
the end and aim of the monastic life by the discussion previously held;
so as to make clearer than daylight what we had hitherto pursued simply
with fervour of spirit and zeal for God but with closed eyes, and to
make us feel how far we had up till then wandered from purity of heart
and the straight line of our course, since the practice of all visible
arts belonging to this life cannot possibly stand without an
understanding of their aim, nor can it be taken in hand without a clear
view of a definite end.