HOMILY IX.] HOMILIES ON TIMOTHY.
xx. 29.) But this he said that they might watch,
and duly use the present opportunity.
Ver. 5.
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But watch thou in all things, en
dure affliction."
It was for this, therefore, that he foretold
these things ; as Christ also toward the end
predicted that there should be
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false Christs
and false prophets
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; so he too, when he was
about to depart, spoke of these things. "But
watch thou in all things, endure affliction
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;
that is, labor, preoccupy their minds before this
pestilence assails them ; secure the safety of the
sheep before the wolves enter in, everywhere
endure hardship.
"
Do the work of an evangelist, make full
proof of thy ministry." Thus it was the work
of an evangelist that he should endure hardship,
both in himself, and from those without ;
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make
full proof of" that is, fulfill
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thy ministry." And
behold another necessity for his enduring af
fliction,
Ver. 6.
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For I am now ready to be poured
out,
1
and the time ofmy departure is at hand."
He has not said of my sacrifice ; but, what is
much more,
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of my being poured out." For
the whole of the sacrifice was not offered to God,
but the whole of the drink-offering was.
Ver. 7.
"
I have fought the good fight, I have
finished the course, I have kept the faith."
Often, when I have taken the Apostle into my
hands, and have considered this passage, I have
been at a loss to understand why Paul here
speaks so loftily :
"
I have fought the good
fight." But now by the grace ofGod I seem
to have found it out. For what purpose then
does he speak thus? He is desirous to console
the despondency of his disciple, and therefore
bids him be of good cheer, since he was go
ing to his crown, having finished all his work,
and obtained a glorious end. Thou oughtest to
rejoice, he says, not to grieve. And why? Be
cause,
"
I have fought the good fight." As a
father whose son was sitting by him, bewailing
his orphan state, might console him, saying,Weep
not, my son ; we have lived a good life, we have
arrived at old age, and now we leave thee. Our
life has been irreproachable, we depart with
glory, and thou mayest be held in admiration
for our actions. Our king is much indebted to
us. As if he had said, We have raised trophies,
we have conquered enemies, and this not boast
fully. God forbid ; but to raise up his de
jected son, and to encourage him by his praises
to bear firmly what had happened, to entertain
good hopes, and not to think it a matter grievous
to be borne. For sad, sad indeed is separation ;
and hear Paul himself, saying,
"
We being be
reaved of2 you for a short time, in presence, not
1 i.e. as the drink-offering. [So R. V. in margin. P. S.]
in heart." (i Thess. ii. 17.) If he then felt so
much at being separated from his disciples, what
thinkest thou were the feelings ofTimothy? If
on parting from him whilst living he wept, so that
Paul says,
"
Being mindful of thy tears, that I
may be filled with joy." (2 Tim. i. 4), how much
more at his death? These things then he wrote
to console him. Indeed the whole Epistle is full
of consolation, and is a sort of Testament.
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I
have fought the good fight, I have finished my
course, I have kept the faith." "A good fight,"
he says, therefore do thou engage in it. But is
that a good fight, where there are imprisonment,
chains, and death ? Yea, he says, for it is fought
in the cause ofChrist, and great crowns are won
in it.
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The good fight
"
! There is no worthier
than this contest. This crown is without end.
This is not of olive leaves. It has not a human
umpire. It has not men for spectators. The
theater is crowded with Angels. There men
labor many days, and suffer hardships, and
for one hour they receive the crown, and imme
diately all the pleasure passes away. But here
far otherwise, it continues for ever in brightness,
glory, and honor. Henceforth we ought to re
joice. For I am entering on my rest, I am leav
ing the race. Thou hast heard that
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it is bet
ter to depart and to be with Christ."
I have finished
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the course." For it behooves
us both to contend and to run ; to contend, by
enduring afflictions firmly, and to run, not vainly,
but to some good end. It is truly a good fight,
not only delighting, but benefiting the spectator :
and the race does not end in nothing. It is not
a mere display of strength and of rivalry. It
draws all up to heaven. This race is brighter
than the sun s, yea, this which Paul ran upon
earth, than that which he runs in heaven. And
how had he "finished his course"? He trav
ersed the whole world, beginning from Galilee
and Arabia, and advancing to the extremities of
the earth, so that, as he says,
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From Jerusalem
and round about unto Illyricum I have fully
preached the Gospel of Christ." (Rom. xv. 19.)
He passed over the earth like a bird, or rather
more swiftly than a bird : for a bird only flies
over it, but he, having the wing of the Spirit,
made his way through numberless impediments,
dangers, deaths, and calamities, so that he was
even fleeter than a bird. Had he been a mere
bird, he might have alighted and been taken,
but being upborne by the Spirit he soared above
all snares, as a bird with a wing of fire.
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I have kept the faith," he says. There were
many things that would have robbed him of it,
not only human friendships, but menaces, and
deaths, and countless other perils : but he stood
firm against all. How? by being sober and
watchful. This might have sufficed for the con-