25.
The irruption of Syrianus.
All demanded that the letters of your Piety
should be exhibited. For although the bare word of a King is of equal
weight and authority with his written command, especially if he who
reports it, boldly affirms in writing that it has been given him; yet
when they neither openly declared that they had received any command,
nor, as they were requested to do, gave me assurance of it in writing,
but acted altogether as by their own authority; I confess, I say it
boldly, I was suspicious of them. For there were many Arians about
them, who were their companions at table, and their counsellors; and
while they attempted nothing openly, they were preparing to assail me
by stratagem and treachery. Nor did they act at all as under the
authority of a royal command, but, as their conduct betrayed, at the
solicitation of enemies. This made me demand more urgently that they
should produce letters from you, seeing that all their undertakings and
designs were of a suspicious nature; and because it was unseemly that
after I had entered the Church, under the authority of so many letters
from you, I should retire from it without such a sanction. When however
Syrianus gave his promise, all the people assembled together in the
Churches with feelings of joyfulness and security. But three and twenty
days after
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, he burst into the Church with his
soldiers, while we were engaged in our usual services, as those who
entered in there witnessed; for it was a vigil, preparatory to a
communion on the morrow. And such things were done that night as the
Arians desired and had beforehand denounced against us. For the
General brought them with him; and they
were the instigators and advisers of the attack. This is no incredible
story of mine, most religious Augustus; for it was not done in secret,
but was noised abroad everywhere. When therefore I saw the assault
begun, I first exhorted the people to retire, and then withdrew myself
after them, God hiding and guiding me, as those who were with me at the
time witness. Since then, I have remained by myself, though I have all
confidence to answer for my conduct, in the first place before God, and
also before your Piety, for that I did not flee and desert my people,
but can point to the attack of the General upon us, as a proof of
persecution. His proceedings have caused the greatest astonishment
among all men; for either he ought not to have made a promise, or not
to have broken it after he had made it.
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[Feb.
8, 356: cf.
Apol. Fug.
24.]