Chapter 6.—There is One Knowledge of the Thing in the
Thing Itself, and Another in Eternal Truth Itself. That Corporeal
Things, Too, are to Be Judged the Rules of Eternal
Truth.
9. But when the human mind knows
itself and loves itself, it does not know and love anything
unchangeable: and each individual man declares his own particular
mind by one manner of speech, when he considers what takes place in
himself; but defines the human mind abstractly by special or
general knowledge. And so, when he speaks to me of his own
individual mind, as to whether he understands this or that, or does
not understand it, or whether he wishes or does not wish this or
that, I believe; but when he speaks the truth of the mind of man
generally or specially, I recognize and approve. Whence it is
manifest, that each sees a thing in himself, in such way that
another person may believe what he says of it, yet may not see it;
but another [sees a thing] in the truth itself, in such way that
another person also can gaze upon it; of which the former undergoes
changes at successive times, the latter consists in an unchangeable
eternity. For we do not gather a generic or specific knowledge of
the human mind by means of resemblance by seeing many minds with
the eyes of the body: but we gaze upon indestructible truth, from
which to define perfectly, as far as we can, not of what sort is
the mind of any one particular man, but of what sort it ought to be
upon the eternal plan.
10. Whence also, even in the case
of the images of things corporeal which are drawn in through the
bodily sense, and in some way infused into the memory, from which
also those things which have not been seen are thought under a
fancied image, whether otherwise than they really are, or even
perchance as they are;—even here too, we are proved either to
accept or reject, within ourselves, by other rules which remain
altogether unchangeable above our mind, when we approve or reject
anything rightly. For both when I recall the walls of Carthage
which I have seen, and imagine to myself the walls of Alexandria
which I have not seen, and, in preferring this to that among forms
which in both cases are imaginary, make that preference upon
grounds of reason; the judgment of truth from above is still strong
and clear, and rests firmly upon the utterly indestructible rules
of its own right; and if it is covered as it were by cloudiness of
corporeal images, yet is not wrapt up and confounded in
them.
11. But it makes a difference,
whether,
under that or in that darkness, I am shut off as it were
from the clear heaven; or whether (as usually happens on lofty
mountains), enjoying the free air between both, I at once look up
above to the calmest light, and down below upon the densest clouds.
For whence is the ardor of brotherly love kindled in me, when I
hear that some man has borne bitter torments for the excellence and
steadfastness of faith? And if that man is shown to me with the
finger, I am eager to join myself to him, to become acquainted with
him, to bind him to myself in friendship. And accordingly, if
opportunity offers, I draw near, I address him, I converse with
him, I express my goodwill towards him in what words I can, and
wish that in him too in turn should be brought to pass and
expressed goodwill towards me; and I endeavor after a spiritual
embrace in the way of belief, since I cannot search out so quickly
and discern altogether his innermost heart. I love therefore the
faithful and courageous man with a pure and genuine love. But if he
were to confess to me in the course of conversation, or were
through unguardedness to show in any way, that either he believes
something unseemly of God, and desires also something carnal in
Him, and that he bore these torments on behalf of such an error, or
from the desire of money for which he hoped, or from empty
greediness of human praise: immediately it follows that the love
with which I was borne towards him, displeased, and as it were
repelled, and taken away from an unworthy man, remains in that
form, after which, believing him such as I did, I had loved him;
unless perhaps I have come to love him to this end, that he may
become such, while I have found him not to be such in fact. And in
that man, too, nothing is changed: although it can be changed, so
that he may become that which I had believed him to be already. But
in my mind there certainly is something changed,
viz
., the
estimate I had formed of him, which was before of one sort, and now
is of another: and the same love, at the bidding from above of
unchangeable righteousness, is turned aside from the purpose of
enjoying, to the purpose of taking counsel. But the form itself of
unshaken and stable truth, wherein I should have enjoyed the
fruition of the man, believing him to be good, and wherein likewise
I take counsel that he may be good, sheds in an immoveable eternity
the same light of incorruptible and most sound reason, both upon
the sight of my mind, and upon that cloud of images, which I
discern from above, when I think of the same man whom I had seen.
Again, when I call back to my mind some arch, turned beautifully
and symmetrically, which, let us say, I saw at Carthage; a certain
reality that had been made known to the mind through the eyes, and
transferred to the memory, causes the imaginary view. But I behold
in my mind yet another thing, according to which that work of art
pleases me; and whence also, if it displeased me, I should correct
it. We judge therefore of those particular things according to that
[form of eternal truth], and discern that form by the intuition of
the rational mind. But those things themselves we either touch if
present by the bodily sense, or if absent remember their images as
fixed in our memory, or picture, in the way of likeness to them,
such things as we ourselves also, if we wished and were able, would
laboriously build up: figuring in the mind after one fashion the
images of bodies, or seeing bodies through the body; but after
another, grasping by simple intelligence what is above the eye of
the mind,
viz
., the reasons and the unspeakably beautiful
skill of such forms.