Chapter XV.
From whom we can learn the way of perfection.
And
so, if we wish in very deed
and truth to attain to the crown of virtues, we ought to listen to
those teachers and guides who, not dreaming with pompous declamations,
but learning by act and experience, are able to teach us as well, and
direct us likewise, and show us the road by which we may arrive at it
by a most sure pathway; and who also testify that they have themselves
reached it by faith rather than by any merits of their efforts. And
further, the purity of heart that they have acquired has taught them
this above all; viz., to recognize more and more that they are burdened
with sin (for their compunction for their faults increases day by day
in proportion as their purity of soul advances), and to sigh
continually from the bottom of their heart because they see that they
cannot possibly avoid the spots and blemishes of those faults which are
ingrained in them through the countless triflings of the thoughts. And
therefore they declared that they looked for the reward of the future
life, not from the merits of their works, but from the mercy of the
Lord, taking no credit to themselves for their great circumspection of
heart in comparison with others, since they ascribed this not to their
own exertions, but to divine grace; and without flattering themselves
on account of the carelessness of those who are cold, and worse than
they themselves are, they rather aimed at a lasting humility by fixing
their gaze on those whom they knew to be really free from sin and
already in the enjoyment of eternal bliss in the kingdom of heaven, and
so by this consideration they avoided the downfall of pride, and at the
same time always saw both what they were aiming at and what they had to
grieve over: as they knew that they could not attain that purity of
heart for which they yearned while weighed down by the burden of the
flesh.