HOMILY III.] HOMILIES ON PHILIPPIANS. *95
to shame ; fear does not hold me back, since I
still exhibit the same boldness. Do not, when I
mention my bonds, think shame of the matter ;
so manifold good hath it caused to me, that it
hath even given confidence to others. For that
we should be bound for Christ, is no shame, but
for fear of bonds to betray aught that is Christ s,
this is shame. When there is no such thing,
bonds are even a cause of boldness. But since
I have ofttimes escaped dangers, and have this
to boast of to the unbelievers, do not straightway
think I am put to shame, if now it should turn
out otherwise. The one event no less than the
other gives you boldness. Note how he brings
this forward in his own person, which he does
in many places, as in the Epistle to the Romans .;
"
For I am not ashamed of the Gospel." (Rom.
i. 16.) And again in that to the Corinthians ;
"
And these things I have in a figure transferred
to myself and Apollos." (i Cor. iv. 6.)
"
Whether by life or by death
"
: this he says not
as in ignorance, (for he knew that he was not
then to die, but some time after) ; yet even now
does he prepare their soul.
Ver. 21. "For to me," he says, "to live is
Christ, and to die is gain."
For even in dying, he means, I shall not have
died, for I have my life in myself : then would
they truly have slain me, had they had power
through this fear to cast faith out of my soul.
But as long as Christ is with me, even though
death overtake me, still I live, and in this pres
ent life, not this, but Christ is my life. Since,
then, not even in the present life is it so,
"
but
that life which I now live in the flesh I live in
faith;
"
so I say in that state also,
"
I live, yet
not I, but Christ liveth in me." (Gal. ii. 20.)
Such ought a Christian to be ! I live not, he
says, the common life. How livest thou then,
O blessed Paul? Dost thou not see the sun,
dost thou not breathe the common air? art thou
not nourished with the same food as others ?
dost thou not tread the earth as we? needest
thou not sleep, nor clothing, nor shoes? what
meanest thou by,
"
I live not"? how dost thou
not live ? Why boastest thou thyself? No boast
ing is here. For if indeed the fact did not
witness to him, a man might with some show
have called it boasting; but if facts do wit
ness, how is boasting here ? Let us then learn
.how he lives not, for he himself says in an
other place,
"
I have been crucified to the
world, and the world to me." (Gal. vi. 14.)
Hear then how he says,
"
I no longer live."
And how he says,
"
to me to live is Christ." The
word
"
life
"
is much significant, beloved, as also
the word "death." There is this life of the
body, there is the life of sin, as he himself else
where says,
"
But ifwe died to sin, how shall we
any longer live therein ?" (Rom. vi. 2.) It is
then possible to live the life of sin. Attend dili
gently, I entreat you, lest my labor be vain.
There is the life everlasting and immortal : with
eternal life the heavenly ;
"
for our citizen
ship," says he, "is in heaven." (Phil. iii. 20.)
There is the life of the body whereof he speaks,
;
through him we live and move and have our
being." (Acts xvii. 28.) He does not then deny
that he lives the natural life, but that of sin,
which all men live. He who desires not the
present life, how does he live it? He who is
hastening to another, how does he live this life ?
He who despiseth death, how does he live this
life ? He who desires nothing, how does he live
it? For as one made of adamant, though he
were struck a thousand blows, would never at
tend to it, no more would Paul. And
"
I live,"
says he,
"
but no longer I," that is, no longer the
old man ; as again elsewhere,
"
Wretched man
that I am, who shall deliver me out of the body
of this death!" (Rom. vii. 24.) How too
does he live who does nought for the sake of
food, nought for the sake of clothing, nought for
any of these present things ? Such an one does
not even live the natural life : he who takes
thought for none of the things which sustain life,
lives not. We live this life, whose every action
regards it. But he lived not ; he busied himself
about nought of the things here. How then
lived he? Just as we are accustomed to say, in
common matters, such an one is not with me,
when he does nothing that pertains to me.
Again, in like sort, such aman lives not for me.
Elsewhere he shows that he rejects not the natu
ral life :
"
The life which I now live in the flesh,
I live in the faith of the Son of God, who loved
me, and gave himself for me
"
(Gal. ii. 20) ;
i.e. a certain new life I live, an altered one.
And truly all these things he said to comfort the
Philippians. Think not, says he, that I shall be
deprived of this life, for neither whilst alive did
I live this life, but that which Christ willed. For
tell me? He who despises money, luxury, hun
ger, thirst, dangers, health, safety, does he live
this life ? He who has nothing here, and is oft-
times willing to cast life away, if need be, and
clings not to it, does he live this life ? By no
means. This I must make clear to you by a
kind of example. Let us imagine some one in
great wealth, with many servants, and much
gold, and who makes no use of all these things ;
is such an one rich for all his wealth ? By no
means. Let him see his children dissipating his
property, strolling idly about ; let him feel no
concern for them ; when beaten let him not even
be pained ; shall we call him a man of wealth ?
By no means ; although his wealth is his own.
"To me," he says, "to live is Christ;" if you
will enquire of my life, it is He.
"
And to die
is gain." Wherefore? Because I shall more