Chapter XVII.—He Continues on the
Unhappy Method of Training Youth in Literary Subjects.
27. Bear with me, my God, while I speak a little of
those talents Thou hast bestowed upon me, and on what follies I
wasted them. For a lesson sufficiently disquieting to my soul was
given me, in hope of praise, and fear of shame or stripes, to speak
the words of Juno, as she raged and sorrowed that she could not
“Latium bar
From all approaches of the Dardan king,”
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which I had heard Juno never uttered. Yet were we
compelled to stray in the footsteps of these poetic fictions, and
to turn that into prose which the poet had said in verse. And his
speaking was most applauded in whom, according to the reputation of
the persons delineated, the passions of anger and sorrow were most
strikingly reproduced, and clothed in the most suitable language.
But what is it to me, O my true Life, my God, that my declaiming
was applauded above that of many who were my contemporaries and
fellow-students? Behold, is not all this smoke and wind? Was there
nothing else, too, on which I could exercise my wit and tongue? Thy
praise, Lord, Thy praises might have supported the tendrils of my
heart by Thy Scriptures; so had it not been dragged away by these
empty trifles, a shameful prey of
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the fowls of the air. For there is
more than one way in which men sacrifice to the fallen
angels.
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Æneìd
, i. 36–75 (Kennedy).
177
See note on v. 4, below.