On the Sinful
Woman.
1. Hear and be comforted, beloved, how merciful is God. To the sinful woman He forgave her offences;
yea, He upheld her when she was afflicted. With clay He opened
the eyes of the blind, so that the eyeballs beheld the light.
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To the palsied He granted healing,
who arose and walked and carried his bed.
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And to us He has given the pearls;
His holy Body and Blood. He brought His medicines secretly; and
with them He heals openly. And He wandered round in the land of
Judea, like a physician, bearing his medicines. Simon invited Him
to the feast, to eat bread in his house.
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The sinful woman rejoiced when she
heard that He sat and was feasting in Simon’s house; her thoughts
gathered together like the sea, and like the billows her love
surged. She beheld the Sea of Grace, how it had forced itself
into one place; and she resolved to go and drown all her wickedness in
its billows.
2. She bound her heart, because it had offended,
with chains and tears of suffering; and she began weeping (with
herself): “What avails me this fornication? What
avails this lewdness? I have defiled the innocent ones without
shame; I have corrupted the orphan; and without fear I have robbed the
merchants of merchandise, and my rapacity was not satisfied. I
have been as a bow in war, and have slain the good and the bad. I
have been as a storm on the sea, and have sunk the ships of many.
Why did I not win
me one man, who
might have corrected my lewdness? For one man is of God, but many
are of Satan.”
3. These things she inwardly said; then began she to do outwardly. She washed and put away from her eyes
the dye that blinded them that saw it. And tears gushed forth
from her eyes over that deadly eyepaint.
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She drew off and cast from her
hands the enticing bracelets of her youth. She put off and cast
away from her body the tunic of fine linen of whoredom, and resolved to
go and attire herself in the tunic the garment of reconciliation.
She drew off and cast from her feet the adorned sandals of lewdness;
and directed the steps of her going in the path of the heavenly
Eagle. She took up her gold in her palm and held it up to the
face of heaven, and began to cry secretly, to Him who hears
openly: “This, O Lord, that I have gained from iniquity,
with it will I purchase to myself redemption. This which was
gathered from orphans, with it will I win the Lord of
orphans.”
4. These things she said secretly; then began to
do openly. She took up the gold in her palm, and carried the
alabaster box in her hands. Then hastily went she forth in
sadness to the perfumer. The perfumer saw her and wondered, and
fell into questioning with her; and thus he began to say to the harlot
in the first words he spoke: “Was it not enough for thee,
harlot, that thou hast corrupted all our town? What means this
fashion that thou showest today to thy lovers—that thou hast put
off thy wantonness and hast clothed thyself in modesty?
Heretofore, when thou camest to me, thy aspect was different from
today’s. Thou wast clothed in goodly raiment, and didst
bring little gold; and didst ask for precious ointment, to make thy
lewdness pleasant. But lo! today thy vesture is mean, and thou
hast brought much gold. Thy change I understand not; wherefore is
this fashion of thine? Either clothe thee in raiment according to
thy ability, or buy ointment according to thy clothing. For this
ointment becomes not or is suited to this attire. Can it be that
a merchant has met thee, and brings great wealth; and thou hast seen
that he loves it not, the fashion of thy lewdness? So thou hast
put off thy lewdness and hast clothed thyself in meekness, that by
various fashions thou mayest capture much wealth. But if he loves
this fashion because he is a chaste man in truth, then woe to
him! Into what has he fallen? Into a gulf that has
swallowed up his merchandise. But I give thee advice, as a man
that desires thy welfare, that thou send away thy many lovers who have
helped thee nought from thy youth, and henceforth seek out one husband
who may correct thy lewdness.”
5. These things spake the perfumer, in wisdom, to
the harlot. The sinful woman answered and said to him, to the
perfumer after his discourse, “Hinder me not, O man, and stop me
not by thy questioning. I have asked of thee ointment, not
freely, but I will pay thee its value not grudgingly. Take thee
the gold, as much as thou demandest, and give me the precious ointment;
take thee that which endures not and give me that which endures; and I
will go to Him who endures, and will buy that which endures. And
as to that thou saidst, about a merchant; a Man has met me today Who
bears riches in abundance. He has robbed me and I have robbed
Him; He has robbed me of my transgressions and sins, and I have robbed
Him of His wealth. And as to that thou saidst of a husband; I
have won me a Husband in heaven, Whose dominion stands for ever, and
His kingdom shall not be dissolved.” She took up the
ointment and went forth.
6. In haste went she forth; as Satan saw her and
was enraged; and was greatly grieved in his mind. At one time he
rejoiced, and again at another he was grieved. That she carried
the perfumed oil, he rejoiced in his inward mind; but that she was clad
in mean raiment—at this doing of hers
he was afraid. He clave then to her and
followed her, as a robber follows a merchant. He listened to the
murmurs of her lips, to hear the voice of her words. He closely
watched her eyeballs (to mark) whither the glance of her eyes was
directed; and as he went he moved by her feet (to mark) whither her
goings were directed. Very full of craft is Satan, from our words
to learn our aim. Therefore our Lord has taught us not to raise
our voice when we pray, that the Devil may not hear our words and draw
near and become our adversary. So then, when Satan saw that he
could not change her mind, he clothed himself in the fashion of a man,
and drew to himself a crowd of youths, like her lovers of former times;
and then began he thus to address her: “By thy life, O
woman, tell me whither are thy footsteps directed? What means
this haste? For thou hasteth more than other days. What
means this thy meekness, for thy soul is meek like a
handmaid’s? Instead of garments of fine linen, lo! thou art
clothed in sordid weeds; instead of bracelets of gold and silver, there
are not even rings on thy fingers; instead of goodly sandals for thy
feet, not even worn shoes are on thy feet. Disclose to me all thy
doing, for I understand not thy change. Is it that some one of
thy lovers has died, and thou goest to bury him? We will go with
thee to the funeral, and with thee will (take part with thee) in
sorrow.”
7. The sinful woman answered and said to him,
(even) to Satan, after his speech: “Well hast thou said
that I go to inter the dead, one that has died to me. The sin of
my thoughts has died, and I go to bury it.” Satan answered
and said to her, (even) to the sinful woman after her words:
“Go to, O woman, I tell thee that I am the first of thy
lovers. I am not such as thou, and I place my hands upon
thee. I will give thee again more gold than before.”
8. The sinful woman answered and said to him, even
to Satan after his discourse: “I am wearied of thee, O man,
and thou art no more my lover. I have won me a husband in heaven,
Who is God, that is over all, and His dominion stands for ever, and His
kingdom shall not be dissolved. For lo! in thy presence I say; I
say it again and I lie not. I was a handmaid to Satan from my
childhood unto this day. I was a bridge, and he trode upon me,
and I destroyed thousands of men. The eyepaint blinded my eyes,
and (I was) blind among many whom I blinded. I became sightless
and knew not that there is One Who gives light to the sightless.
Lo! I go to get light for mine eyes, and by that light to give light to
many. I was fast bound, and knew not that there is One Who
overthrows idols. Lo! I go to have my idols destroyed, and so to
destroy the follies of many. I was wounded and knew not that
there is One Who binds up wounds; and lo! I go to have my wounds
bound.” These things the harlot spake to Satan in her
wisdom; and he groaned and was grieved and wept; and he cried aloud and
thus he spake:—“I am conquered by thee, O woman, and what I
shall do I know not.”
9. As soon as Satan perceived that he could not
change her mind, he began to weep for himself and thus it was that he
spake: “Henceforth is my boasting perished, and the pride
of all my days. How shall I lay for her a snare, for her who is
ascending on high? how shall I shoot arrows at her, (even) at her whose
wall is unshaken? Therefore I go into Jesus’ presence; lo!
she is about to enter His presence; and I shall say to Him thus:
“This woman is an harlot.” Perchance He may reject
and not receive her. And I shall say to Him thus:
“This woman who comes into Thy presence is a woman that is an
harlot. She has led captive men by her whoredom; she is polluted
from her youth. But Thou, O Lord, art righteous; all men throng
to see Thee. And if mankind see Thee that Thou hast speech with
the harlot, they all will flee from Thy presence, and no man will
salute Thee.”
10. These things Satan spake within
him
self, nor was he moved.
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Then he changed the course of his
thought, and thus it was that he spake. “How shall I enter
into Jesus’ presence, for to Him the secret things are
manifest? He knows me, who I am, that no good office is my
purpose. If haply He rebuke me I am undone, and all my wiles will
be wasted. I will go to the house of Simon, for secret things are
not manifest to him. And into his heart I will put it; perchance
on that hook he may be caught. And thus will I say unto
him: By thy life, O Simon, tell me; this man that sojourns in thy
house is he a man that is righteous, or a friend of the doers of
wickedness? I am a wealthy man, and a man that has possessions,
and I wish like thee to invite him that he may come in and bless my
possessions.”
11. Simon answered and thus he said to the Evil One after his words: “From the day that (first) I saw
Him I have seen no lewdness in Him, but rather quietness and peace,
humility and seemliness. The sick He heals without reward, the
diseased He freely cures. He approaches and stands by the grave,
and calls, and the dead arise. Jairus
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called Him to raise his daughter to life, trusting that He could raise
her to life. And as He went with him in the way, He gave healing
to the woman diseased, who laid hold of the hem of His garment and
stole healing from Him, and her pain which was hard and bitter at once
departed from her. He went forth to the desert and saw the
hungry,
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how they were fainting with famine.
He made them sit down on the grass, and fed them in His mercy. In
the ship He slept
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as He willed, and the sea swelled against the disciples. He arose and rebuked the
billows, and there was a great calm. The widow,
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the desolate one who was following her only son, on the way to the grave He consoled her. He gave him to her
and gladdened her heart. To one man who was dumb and
blind,
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by His voice He brought healing. The
lepers He cleansed by His word; to the limbs of the palsied
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He restored strength. For the
blind man,
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afflicted and weary, He opened his eyes and he saw the light. And for two
others who besought Him,
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at once He opened their eyes. As for me, thus have I heard the fame of the man from
afar; and I called Him to bless my possessions, and to bless all my
flocks and herds.”
12. Satan answered and said to him, to Simon after
his words: “Praise not a man at his beginning, until thou
learnest his end; hitherto this man is sober and his soul takes not
pleasure in wine. If he shall go forth from thy house, and holds
not converse with an harlot, then he is a righteous man and no friend
of them that do wickedness.” Such things did Satan speak in
his craftiness to Simon. Then he approached and stood afar off,
to see what should come to pass.
13. The sinful woman full of transgressions stood
clinging by the door. She clasped her arms in prayer, and thus
she spake beseeching:—“Blessed Son Who hast descended to
earth for the sake of man’s redemption, close not Thy door in my
face; for Thou hast called me and lo! I come. I know that Thou
hast not rejected me; open for me the door of Thy mercy, that I may
come in, O my Lord, and find refuge in Thee, from the Evil One and his
hosts! I was a sparrow, and the hawk pursued me, and I have fled
and taken refuge in Thy nest. I was a heifer, and the yoke galled
me, and I will turn back my wanderings to Thee. Lay upon me the
shoulder of Thy yoke that I may take it on me, and work with Thy
oxen.” Thus did the harlot speak at the door with much
weeping. The master of the house looked and saw her, and the
colour of his visage was changed; and he began thus to address her,
(even) the harlot, in the opening of his words:—“Depart
thou
hence, O harlot, for this man who abides in our house is a man that is righteous, and they
that are of his companions are blameless. Is it not enough for
thee, harlot, that thou hast corrupted the whole town? Thou hast
corrupted the chaste without shame; thou hast robbed the orphans, and
hast not blushed, and hast plundered the merchants’ wares, and
thy countenance is not abashed. From him thy heart [and soul]
labour [to take]. But from him thy net takes no spoil.
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For this man is righteous indeed,
and they of his company are blameless.”
14. The sinful woman answered and said to him,
even to Simon when he had ceased: “Thou surely art the
guardian of the door, O thou that knowest things that are secret!
I will propose the matter in the feast, and thou shalt be free from
blame. And if there be any that wills me to come in, he will bid
me and I will come in.” Simon ran and closed the door, and
approached and stood afar off. And he tarried a long time and
proposed not the matter in the feast. But He, Who knows what is
secret, beckoned to Simon and said to him:—“Come hither,
Simon, I bid thee; does any one stand at the door? Whosoever he
be, open to him that he may come in; let him receive what he needs, and
go. If he be hungry and hunger for bread, lo! in thy house is the
table of life; and if he be thirsty, and thirst for water, lo! the
blessed fountain is in thy dwelling. And if he be sick and ask
for healing, lo! the great Physician is in thy house. Suffer
sinners to look upon Me, for their sakes have I abased Myself. I
will not ascend to heaven, to the dwelling whence I came down, until I
bear back the sheep that has wandered from its Father’s house,
and lift it up on My shoulders and bear it aloft to
heaven.” Simon answered and thus he said to Jesus, when He
had done speaking:—“My Lord, this woman that stands in the
doorway is a harlot: she is lewd and not free-born, polluted from
her childhood. And Thou, my Lord, art a righteous man, and all
are eager to see Thee; and if men see Thee having speech with the
harlot, all men will flee from beside Thee, and no man will salute
Thee.” Jesus answered, and thus He said to Simon when he
was done speaking:—“Whosoever it be, open for him to come
in, and thou shalt be free from blame; and though his offences be many,
without rebuke I bid thee [receive him].”
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15. Simon approached and opened the door, and
began thus to speak:—“Come, enter, fulfil that thou
willest, to him who is even as thou.” The sinful woman,
full of transgressions, passed forward and stood by His feet, and
clasped her arms in prayer, and with these words she
spake:—“Mine eyes have become watercourses that cease not
from [watering] the fields, and to-day they wash the feet of Him Who
follows after sinners. This hair, abundant in locks from my
childhood till this day, let it not grieve Thee that it should wipe
this holy body. The mouth that has kissed the lewd, forbid it not
to kiss the body that remits transgressions and sins.”
These things the harlot spake to Jesus, with much weeping. And
Simon stood afar off to see what He would do to her. But He Who
knows the things that are secret, beckoned to Simon and said to
him:—“Lo! I will tell thee, O Simon, what thy meditation
is, concerning the harlot. Within thy mind thou imaginest and
within thy soul thou saidst, ‘I have called this man righteous,
but lo! the harlot kisses Him. I have called Him to bless my
possessions, and lo! the harlot embraces Him.’ O Simon,
there were two debtors, whose creditor was one only; one owed him
five-hundred [pence], and the other owed fifty. And when the
creditor saw that neither of these two had aught, the creditor pardoned
and forgave them both their debt. Which of them ought to render
the greater thanks? He who was forgiven five hundred, or he who
was forgiven fifty?” Simon answered, and thus he said to
Jesus, when He had
done
speaking:—“He who was forgiven five hundred ought to render
the greater thanks.” Jesus answered and thus He said:
“Thou art he that owes five hundred, and this woman owes
fifty. Lo! I came into thy house, O Simon; and water for My feet
thou broughtest not; and this woman, of whom thou saidst that she was
an harlot, one from her childhood defiled, has washed My feet with her
tears, and with her hair she has wiped them. Ought I to send her
away, O Simon, without receiving forgiveness? Verily, verily, I
say unto thee, I will write of her in the Gospel. Go, O woman,
thy sins are forgiven thee and all thy transgression is covered;
henceforth and to the end of the world.”
May our Lord account us worthy of hearing this word of
His:—“Come, enter, ye blessed of My Father, inherit the
kingdom made ready for all who shall do My will, and observe all My
commandments.” To Him be glory; on us be mercy; at all
times. Amen! Amen!
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John ix. 6
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Matt. ix. 2
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Luke vii. 36
.
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Stibium.
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The text and
rendering of these two places are doubtful.
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St.
Mark v. 22
.
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St.
Matt. xiv. 15
.
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St.
Matt. xiv. 24
.
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St.
Luke vii. 11
.
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St.
Matt. xii. 22
.
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St.
Matt. ix. 2
.
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St.
John ix. 1
.
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St.
Matt. xx. 30
.
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Text defective
here.