Chapter XVIII.—Past and Future
Times Cannot Be Thought of But as Present.
23. Suffer me, O Lord, to seek further; O my Hope,
let not my purpose be confounded. For if there are times past and
future, I desire to know where they are. But if as yet I do not
succeed, I still know, wherever they are, that they are not there
as future or past, but as present. For if there also they be
future, they are not as yet there; if even there they be past, they
are no longer there. Wheresoever, therefore, they are, whatsoever
they are, they are only so as present. Although past things are
related as true, they are drawn out from the memory,—not the
things themselves, which have passed, but the words conceived from
the images of the things which they have formed in the mind as
footprints in their passage through the senses. My childhood,
indeed, which no longer is, is in time past, which now is not; but
when I call to mind its image, and speak of it, I behold it in the
present, because it is as yet in my memory. Whether there be a like
cause of foretelling future things, that of things which as yet are
not the images may be perceived as already existing, I confess, my
God, I know not. This certainly I know, that we generally think
before on our future actions, and that this premeditation is
present; but that the action whereon we premeditate is not yet,
because it is future; which when we shall have entered upon, and
have begun to do that which we were premeditating, then shall that
action be, because then it is not future, but present.
24. In whatever manner, therefore, this secret
preconception of future things may be, nothing can be seen, save
what is. But what now is is not future, but present. When,
therefore, they say that things future are seen, it is not
themselves, which as yet are not (that is, which are future); but
their causes or their signs perhaps are seen, the which already
are. Therefore, to those already beholding them, they are not
future, but present, from which future things conceived in the mind
are foretold. Which conceptions again now are, and they who
foretell those things behold these conceptions present before them.
Let now so multitudinous a variety of things afford me some
example. I
behold
daybreak; I foretell that the sun is about to rise. That which I
behold is present; what I foretell is future,—not that the sun is
future, which already is; but his rising, which is not yet. Yet
even its rising I could not predict unless I had an image of it in
my mind, as now I have while I speak. But that dawn which I see in
the sky is not the rising of the sun, although it may go before it,
nor that imagination in my mind; which two are seen as present,
that the other which is future may be foretold. Future things,
therefore, are not as yet; and if they are not as yet, they are
not. And if they are not, they cannot be seen at all; but they can
be foretold from things present which now are, and are seen.