HOMILY XIV.] HOMILIES ON TIMOTHY. 455
him not as Christ, receive him not at all.
"
He
that receiveth you," He said,
"
receiveth Me."
(Matt. x. 40.) If you do not so receive him,
you have no reward. Abraham was receiving
men that passed as travelers, as he thought,
and he did not leave to his servants to make
the preparations for their entertainment, but
took the greater part of the service upon him
self, and commanded his wife to mix the flour,
though he had three hundred and eighteen ser
vants born in his house, of whom there must
have been many
l
maidservants ; but he wished
that himself and his wife should have the reward,
not of the cost only, but of the service. Thus
ought we ever to exercise hospitality by our own
personal exertions, that we may be sanctified,
and our hands be blessed. And if thou givest
to the poor, disdain not thyself to give it, for it
is not to the poor that it is given, but to Christ ;
and who is so wretched, as to disdain to stretch
out his own hand to Christ?
This is hospitality, this is truly to do it for
God s sake. But if you give orders with pride,
though you bid him take the first place, it is not
hospitality, it is not done for God s sake. The
stranger requires much attendance, much en
couragement, and with all this it is difficult for
him not to feel abashed ; for so delicate is his
position, that whilst he receives the favor, he is
ashamed. That shame we ought to remove by
the most attentive service, and to show by words
and actions, that we do not think we are con
ferring a favor, but receiving one, that we are
obliging less than we are obliged. So much
does good will multiply the kindness. For as
he who considers himself a loser, and thinks that
he is doing a favor, destroys all the merit of it ;
so he who looks upon himself as receiving a
kindness, increases the reward.
"
For God lov-
eth a cheerful giver." (2 Cor. ix. 7.) So that
you are rather indebted to the poor man for
receiving your kindness. For if there were no
poor, the greater part of your sins would not be
removed. They are the healers of your wounds,
their hands are medicinal to you. The physi
cian, extending his hand to apply a remedy, does
not exercise the healing art more than the poor
man, who stretches out his hand to receive your
alms, and thus becomes a cure 2 for your ills.
You give your money, and with it your sins pass
away. Such were the Priests of old, of whom
it was said,
"
They eat up the sin ofMy people."
(Hosfta iv. 8.) Thus thou receivest more than
thou givest, thou art benefited more than thou
benefitest. Thou lendest to God, not to men.
Thou increasest thy wealth, rather than dimin-
1 Old Lat.,
"
Many wives that were."
be taken collectively of the household.2
tKfin.yet.oi , as if wiping a sore clean.
"
Of whom
"
may also
ishest it. But if thou dost not lessen it by giving,
then it is indeed diminished !
"
If she have received strangers, if she have
washed the Saints feet." But who are these?
The distressed saints, not any saints whatever.
For there may be saints, who are much waited
on by every one. Do not visit these, who are in
the enjoyment of plenty, but those who are in
tribulation, who are unknown, or known to few.
He who hath
"
done it unto the least of these,"
He saith, "hath done it unto Me." (Matt,
xxv. 40.)
MORAL. Give not thy alms to those who pre
side in the Church to distribute. Bestow it thy
self, that thou mayest have the reward not of
giving merely, but of kind service. Give with
thine own hands. Cast into the furrow thyself.
Here it is not required to handle the plow, to
yoke the ox, to wait the season, nor to break up
the earth, or to contend with the frost. No such
trouble is required here, where thou sowest for
heaven, where there is no frost nor winter nor
any such thing. Thou sowest in souls, where
no one taketh away what is sown, but it is firmly
retained with all care and diligence. Cast the
seed thyself, why deprive thyself of thy reward.
There is great reward in dispensing 3 even what
belongs to others. There is a reward not only
for giving, but for dispensing well the things that
are given. Why wilt thou not have this reward ?
For that there is a reward for this, hear how we
read that the Apostles appointed Stephen to the
ministry of the widows. (Acts vi. 5-7.)
Be thou the dispenser of thine own gifts.
Thine own benevolence and the fear of God
appoint thee to that ministry. Thus vainglory
is excluded. This refreshes the soul, this sanc
tifies the hands, this pulls down pride. This
teaches thee philosophy, this inflames thy zeal,
this makes thee to receive blessings. Thy head,
as thou departest, receives all the blessings of
the widows.
Be more earnest in thy prayers. Inquire dili
gently for holy men, men that are truly such,
who, in the retirement of the desert, cannot beg,
but are wholly devoted to God. Take a long
journey to visit them, and give with thine own
hand. For thou mayest profit much in thine
own person, if thou givest. Dost thou see their
tents, their lodging? dost thou see the desert?
dost thou see the solitude? Often when thou
hast gone to bestow money, thou givest thine
whole soul. Thou art detained, and hast be
come his fellow-captive, and hast been alike
estranged from the world.
It is of great benefit even to see the poor.
"
It is better," he saith,
"
to go to the house
of mourning, than to the house of feasting."
3 Gr.
"
being able to dispense."