Chapter XXXII.
How pride which is so destructive of all virtues can
itself be destroyed by true humility.
Wherefore
the Christian athlete
who strives lawfully in the spiritual combat and desires to be crowned
by the Lord, should endeavour by every means to destroy this most
fierce beast, which is destructive of all virtues, knowing that as long
as this remains in his breast he not only will never be free from all
kinds of evils, but even if he seems to have any good qualities, will
lose them by its malign influence. For no structure (so to speak) of
virtue can possibly be raised in our soul unless first the foundations
of true humility are laid in our heart, which being securely laid may
be able to bear the weight of perfection and love upon them in such a
way that, as we have said, we may first show to our brethren true
humility from the very bottom of our heart, in nothing acquiescing in
making them sad or in injuring them: and this we cannot possibly manage
unless true self-denial, which consists in stripping and depriving
ourselves of all our possessions, is implanted in us by the love of
Christ. Next the yoke of obedience and subjection must be taken up in
simplicity of heart without any pretence, so that, except for the
commands of the Abbot, no will of our own is alive in us. But this can
only be ensured in the case of one who considers himself not only dead
to this world, but also unwise and a fool; and performs without any
discussion whatever is enjoined him by his seniors, believing it to be
divine and enjoined from heaven.