patient, whereas we, laden with countless sins, living with an evil conscience, displaying no
good will towards the Master; if we are not heard before having spoken, are bewildered,
impatiently recoil, desist from asking—on this account we always retire with empty hands.
Who has for twenty years besought God for one thing, as this righteous man did? or rather
who for twenty months only? Yesterday I was saying that they are many who pray with
slackness, and yawning, and stretching themselves, and continually shifting their attitude,
and indulging in every carelessness in their prayers—but to-day I have found also another
damage attaching itself to their prayers more destructive than that one. For many, throwing
themselves prostrate, and striking the ground with their forehead, and pouring forth hot
tears, and groaning bitterly from the heart792 and stretching out their hands, and displaying
much earnestness, employ this warmth and forwardness against their own salvation. For it
is not on behalf of their own sins that they beseech God; nor are they asking forgiveness of
the offences committed by them; but they are exerting this earnestness against their enemies
entirely, doing just the same thing as if one, after whetting his sword, were not to use the
weapon against his enemies, but to thrust it through his own throat. So these also use their
prayers not for the remission of their own sins, but about revenge on their enemies; which
is to thrust the sword against themselves. This too the wicked one has devised, in order that
on all sides we may destroy ourselves, both through slackness and through earnestness. For
the one class by their carelessness in their prayers exasperate God, by displaying contempt
through their slackness; and the others, when they display earnestness, display the earnestness
on the other hand against their own salvation. “A certain person,” he (the devil) says, “is
slack: that is sufficient for me with a view to his obtaining nothing; this man is earnest and
thoroughly aroused; what then must be done to accomplish the same result? I cannot
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slacken his earnestness, nor throw him into carelessness; I will contrive his destruction in
the other way. How so? I will manage that he use his earnestness for transgressing the law:”
(for the praying against one’s personal enemies is a transgression of law). “He shall depart
therefore not only having gained nothing by his earnestness, but also having endured the
hurt which is greater than that caused through slackness.” Such as these are the injuries of
the devil: the one sort he destroys through their remissness; and the other through their
earnestness itself, when it is shown not according to God’s laws.
11. But it is also worth hearing the very words of their prayer, and how the words are
of a puerile mind; of how infantile a soul. I am ashamed in truth when about to repeat them;
but it is absolutely necessary to repeat them, and to imitate that coarse tongue. What then
are the words? “Avenge me of my enemies, show them that I too have God (on my side).”
They do not then learn, man, that we have God, when we are indignant and angry and im-
patient; but when we are gentle and meek and subdued, and practise all love of wisdom. So
792 Literally “from below.” Comp. Virgil Æn. i. 37; imoqœ trahens de pectore vocem.
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