down with, will not even have the heart to reach out your hands, just as though you had got
to a school, and not a dinner, just as though you were trembling before dreadful masters.
But not so they. But, saith one, the honor is great. Nay, I further am in more honor; for your
mean estate appears grander, when even whilst sharing the same table, the words ye utter
are those of slaves.
For the servant then most of all shows as such, when he sits down with his master; for
he is in a place where he ought not to be; nor hath he from such familiarity so much dignity
as he hath abasement, for he is then abased exceedingly. And one may see a servant by
himself make a brave appearance, and the poor man seem splendid by himself, rather than
when he is walking with a rich one; for the low when near the lofty, then appears low, and
the juxtaposition makes the low seem lower, not loftier. So too your sitting down with them
makes you seem as of yet meaner condition. But not so, us. In these two things, then, we
have the advantage, in freedom, and in honor; which have nothing equal to them in regard
of pleasure. For I at least would prefer a crust with freedom, to thousands of dainties with
slavery. For, saith one, “Better is an entertainment of herbs with love and kindness, than an
ox from the stall with hatred.” (Prov. xv. 17.) For whatsoever those may say, they who are
present must needs praise it, or give offense; assuming thus the rank of parasites, or rather,
being worse than they. For parasites indeed, even though it be with shame and insult, have
yet liberty of speech: but ye have not even this. But your meanness is indeed as great, (for
ye fear and crouch,) but not so your honor. Surely then that table is deprived of every
pleasure, but this is replete with all delight of soul.
But let us examine the nature even of the meats themselves. For there indeed it is neces-
sary to burst one’s self with the large quantity of wine, even against one’s will, but here none
who is disinclined need eat or drink. So that there indeed the pleasure arising from the
quality of the food is cancelled by the dishonor which precedes, and the discomfort which
follows the surfeit. For not less than hunger doth surfeiting destroy and rack our bodies;
but even far more grievously; and whomsoever you like to give me, I shall more easily destroy
by bursting him with surfeit than by hunger. For thus the latter is easier to be borne than
the other, for one might indeed endure hunger for twenty days, but surfeiting not for as
many as two only. And the country people who are perpetually struggling with the one, are
healthy, and need no physicians; but the other, surfeiting I mean, none can endure without
perpetually calling in physicians; yea, rather, its tyranny hath often baffled even their attempt
to rescue.
So far then as pleasure is concerned, this [table of mine] hath the advantage. For if
honor hath more pleasure than dishonor, if authority than subjection, and if manly confid-
ence than trembling and fear, and if enjoyment of what is enough, than to be plunged out
of depth in the tide of luxury; on the score of pleasure this table is better than the other. It
is besides better in regard of expense; for the other is expensive, but this, not so.
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Colossians 1:1,2