Chapter XV.
Of the excessive desire of possession among us.
To
this what shall we
wretched creatures say, who though living in Cœnobia and
established under the government and care of an Abbot yet carry about
our own keys, and trampling under foot all feeling of shame and
disgrace which should spring from our profession, are not ashamed
actually to wear openly upon our fingers rings with which to seal what
we have stored up; and in whose case not merely boxes and baskets, but
not even chests and closets are sufficient for those things which we
collect or which we reserved when we forsook the world; and who
sometimes get so angry over trifles and mere nothings (to which however
we lay claim as if they were our own) that if any one dares to lay a
finger on any of them, we are so filled with rage against him that we
cannot keep the wrath of our heart from being expressed on our lips and
in bodily excitement. But, passing by our faults and treating with
silence those things of which it is a shame even to speak, according to
this saying: “My mouth shall not speak the deeds of
men,”
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let us in
accordance with the method of our narration which we have begun proceed
to those virtues which are practised among them, and which we ought to
aim at with all earnestness; and let us briefly and hastily set down
the actual rules and systems that afterwards, coming to some of the
deeds and acts of the elders which we propose carefully to preserve for
recollection, we may support by the strongest testimonies what we have
set forth in our treatise, and still further confirm everything that we
have said by examples and instances from life.
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Ps. xvi. (xvii.)
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