Letter CCIII.
(
a.d.
420.)
To My Noble Lord and Most Excellent
and Loving Son, Largus, Augustin Sends Greeting in the
Lord.
I received the letter of your Excellency, in which
you ask me to write to you. This assuredly you would not have done
unless you had esteemed acceptable and pleasant that which you
suppose me capable of writing to you. In
other words, I assume that, having desired the
vanities of this life when you had not tried them, now, after the
trial has been made, you despise them, because in them the pleasure
is deceitful, the labour fruitless, the anxiety perpetual, the
elevation dangerous. Men seek them at first through imprudence, and
give them up at last with disappointment and remorse. This is true
of all the things which, in the cares of this mortal life, are
coveted with more eagerness than wisdom by the uneasy solicitude of
the men of the world. But it is wholly otherwise with the hope of
the pious: very different is the fruit of their labours, very
different the reward of their dangers. Fear and grief, and labour
and danger are unavoidable, so long as we live in this world; but
the great question is, for what cause, with what expectation, with
what aim a man endures these things. When, indeed, I contemplate
the lovers of this world, I know not at what time wisdom can most
opportunely attempt their moral improvement; for when they have
apparent prosperity, they reject disdainfully her salutary
admonitions, and regard them as old wives fables; when, again, they
are in adversity, they think rather of escaping merely from present
suffering than of obtaining the real remedy by which they may be
made whole, and may arrive at that place where they shall be
altogether exempt from suffering. Occasionally, however, some open
their ears and hearts to the truth,—rarely in prosperity, more
frequently in adversity. These are indeed the few, for such it is
predicted that they shall be. Among these I desire you to be,
because I love you truly, my noble lord and most excellent and
loving son. Let this counsel be my answer to your letter, because
though I am unwilling that you should henceforth suffer such things
as you have endured, yet I would grieve still more if you were
found to have suffered these things without any change for the
better in your life.