HOMILY I.] HOMILIES ON TIMOTHY. 477
were in those quarters, he took and circumcised
him." Thus, as these mixtures of Jews and
Gentiles took place, the Law began gradually
to be dissolved. And mark in how many ways
he shows that he did not despise him.
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I
serve God," he says,
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I have a true conscience
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for my part, and thou hast thy
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tears," and not
thy tears only, but for
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thy faith," because thou
art a laborer for the Truth, because there is no
deceit in thee. As therefore thou showest thy
self worthy of love, being so affectionate, so
genuine a disciple of Christ ; and as I am not
one of those who are devoid of affection, but
of those who earnestly pursue the Truth ; what
hindered me from coming to thee?
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And I am persuaded that in thee also."
From the beginning, he means, thou hast had
this excellency. Thou receivedst from thy fore
fathers the faith unfeigned. For the praises of
our ancestors, when we share in them, redound
also to us. Otherwise they avail nothing, but
rather condemn us ; wherefore he has said,
"
I
am persuaded that in thee also." It is not a
conjecture, he means, it is my persuasion ; I
am fully assured of it. If therefore from no
human motive thou hast embraced it, nothing
will be able to shake thy faith.
Ver. 6.
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Wherefore I put thee in remem
brance that thou stir up the gift of God, which
is in thee by the putting on ofmy hands."
You see how greatly dispirited and dejected
he considers him to be. He almost says, "Think
not that I despise thee, but be assured that I
do not condemn thee, nor have I forgotten thee.
Consider, at any rate, thy mother and thy grand
mother. It is because I know that thou hast
unfeigned faith that I put thee in remembrance."
For it requires much zeal to stir up the gift of
God. As fire requires fuel, so grace requires
our alacrity, that it may be ever fervent.
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I
put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the
gift of God, that is in thee by the putting on
of my hands," that is, the grace of the Spirit,
which thou hast received, for presiding over the
Church, for the working of miracles, and for
every service. For this grace it is in ourpower to
kindle or to extinguish ; wherefore he elsewhere
says," Quench not the Spirit." (i Thess.v. 19.)
For by sloth and carelessness it is quenched, and
by watchfulness and diligence it is kept alive.
For it is in thee indeed, but do thou render it
more vehement, that is, fill it with confidence,
with joy and delight. Stand manfully.
Ver. 7.
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For God hath not given us the spirit
of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound
mind."
That is, we did not receive the Spirit, that we
should shrink from exertion, but that we may
speak with boldness. For to many He gives a
spirit of fear, as we read in the wars of the Kings.
"A spirit of fear fell upon them." (Ex. xv.
16?) That is, he infused terror into them.
But to thee He has given, on the contrary, a
spirit of power, and of love toward Himself.
This, then, is of grace, and yet not merely of
grace, but when we have first performed our
own parts. For the Spirit that maketh us cry,
"Abba, Father," inspires us with love both
towards Him, and towards our neighbor, that
we may love one another. For love arises from
power, and from not fearing. For nothing is so
apt to dissolve love as fear, and a suspicion of
treachery.
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For God hath not given us the spirit of
fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound
mind" :
J
he calls a healthy state of the soul a
sound mind, or it may mean sobriety of mind,
or else a sobering of the mind, that we may be
sober-minded, and that if any evil befall us, it
may sober us, and cut off superfluities.
MORAL. Let us then not be distressed at the
evils that happen to us. This is sobriety of
mind.
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In the season of temptation," he says,
"make not haste." (Ecclus. ii. 2.) Many have
their several griefs at home, and we share in
each other s sorrows, though not in their sources.
For one is unhappy on account of his wife, an
other on account of his child, or his domestic,
another of his friend, another of his enemy, an
other of his neighbor, another from some loss.
And various are the causes of sorrow, so that
we can find no one free from trouble and un-
happiness of some kind or other, but some have
greater sorrows and some less. Let us not there
fore be impatient, nor think ourselves only to
be unhappy.
For there is no such thing in this mortal life
as being exempt from sorrow. If not to-day,
yet to-morrow ; if not to-morrow, yet some
later day trouble comes. For as one cannot
sail, I mean, over a long sea, and not feel dis
quietude, so it is not possible to pass through
this life, without experience of sorrow, yea
though you name a rich man ; for in that he is
rich, he hath many occasions of inordinate de
sires,
2
yea, though the king himself, since he too
is ruled by many, and cannot do all that he
would. Many favors he grants contrary to his
wishes, and more than all men is obliged to do
what he would not. How so ? Because he has
many about him who wish to receive his gifts.
And just think how 3 great is his chagrin, when
he is desirous to effect something, but is unable,
either from fear or suspicion, or hindered by
enemies or by friends. Often when he has suc
ceeded in achieving some end, he loses all the
pleasure of it, from many becoming at enmity
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2 B. and Sav. Mar. d.f>niuf,
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of dejections." Edd. ivi
3 Sav. Tr.
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and how great."