wearied out, and not finding the truth, by the hearing and perceiving of which he may be
made happy, but exhausted amid all the lust and poverty of the world, comes to thee, as to
a Christian, and says, “Give me an account of this, make me a Christian.” And he asks what
it may be thou didst not know through the simplicity of thy faith; and so thou hast not
whereby to recruit him in his hunger, and reminded thus thou discoverest thine own indi-
gence; and when thou wishest to teach thou art forced to learn; and whilst thou dost blush
before him who asked thee, as not finding in thyself what he was seeking for, thou art
compelled to seek, that thou mayest be thought worthy3343 to find.
3. And where shouldest thou seek. Where but in the books of the Lord? Peradventure
what he has asked is contained in the book, but it is obscure. Perhaps the Apostle has declared
it in some Epistle: declared it in such wise, that thou canst read, but canst not understand
it: thou art not permitted to pass on. For the interrogator urges thee; Paul himself, or Peter,
or any of the Prophets thou art not allowed to ask. For this family is now at rest with their
Lord, and intense is the ignorance of this life, that is, it is midnight, and thy hungry friend
is urgent upon thee. A simple faith haply sufficed thee, him it suffices not. Is he then to be
abandoned? Is he to be cast out of thy house? Therefore unto the Lord Himself, unto Him
with whom the family is at rest, knock by prayer, ask, be instant. He will not, as that friend
in the parable, arise and give thee as overcome by importunity. He wisheth to give; thou for
thy knocking hast not yet received; knock on; He wisheth to give. And what He wisheth to
give, He deferreth, that thou mayest long the more for it when deferred, lest if given quickly
it should be lightly esteemed.
4. But when thou hast gotten the three loaves, that is, to feed on and understand the
Trinity, thou hast that whereby thou mayest both live thyself, and feed others. Now thou
needest not fear the stranger who comes out of his way to thee, but by taking him in mayest
make him a citizen of the household: nor needest thou fear lest thou come to the end of it.
That Bread will not come to an end, but it will put an end to thine indigence. It is Bread,
God the Father, and it is Bread, God the Son, and it is Bread, God the Holy Ghost. The
Father Eternal, the Son Coeternal with Him, and the Holy Ghost Coeternal. The Father
Unchangeable, the Son Unchangeable, the Holy Ghost Unchangeable. The Father Creator,
and the Son, and the Holy Ghost. The Father the Shepherd and the Giver of life, and the
Son, and the Holy Ghost. The Father the Food and Bread eternal, and the Son, and the Holy
Ghost. Learn, and teach; live thyself, and feed others. God who giveth to thee, giveth thee
nothing better than Himself. O thou greedy one, what else wast thou seeking for? Or if thou
seek for aught else, what will suffice thee whom God doth suffice not?
5. But necessary it is that thou have charity, that thou have faith, that thou have hope;
that that which is given may be sweet unto thee. And these same, faith, hope, charity, are
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