Epistle
XXV.
To Gregoria.
Gregory to Gregoria, Lady of the Bed-chamber
(
cubiculariæ
) to Augusta.
I have received the longed for letters of your
Sweetness, in which you have been at pains all through to accuse
yourself of a multitude of sins: but I know that you fervently
love the Almighty
Lord
, and I trust in His
mercy that the sentence which was pronounced with regard to a certain
holy woman proceeds from the mouth of the Truth with regard to
you:
Her sins, which are many, are forgiven her, for she loved
much
(
Luke vii.
47
). And how they
were forgiven is shewn also by what follows afterwards; that she sat at
the
Lord’s
feet, and heard the word from
His mouth (
Luke x.
39
)
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. For, being rapt in the
contemplative, she had transcended the active life, which Martha her
sister still pursued (
Ib. 40
). She also sought earnestly
her buried
Lord
, and, stooping over the
sepulchre, found not His body. But, even when the disciples went
away, she remained standing before the door of the sepulchre, and whom
she sought as dead, Him she was counted worthy to see alive, and
announced to the disciples that He had risen again. And this was
by the wonderful dispensation of the loving-kindness of
God
, that life should be announced by a woman’s
mouth, because by a woman’s mouth had been the first taste of
death in Paradise. And at another time also, with another Mary,
she saw the
Lord
after His resurrection, and
held His feet. Bring before your eyes, I pray you, what hands
held whose feet. That woman who had been a sinner in the city,
those hands which had been polluted with iniquity, touched the feet of
Him who sits at the right hand of the Father above all the
angels. Let us estimate, if we can, what those bowels of heavenly
loving-kindness are, that a woman who had been plunged through sin into
the whirlpool’s depth should be thus lifted high on the wing of
love through grace. It is fulfilled, sweet daughter, it is
fulfilled, what was promised to us by the prophetic voice concerning
this time of the holy Church:
And in that day the house of
David shall be an open fountain for ablution of the sinner and of her
that is unclean
(
Zach. xiii. 1
). For the house of David is an
open fountain for ablution to us sinners, because we are washed from
the filth of our iniquities by mercy now disclosed through the son of
David our Saviour.
But as to what thy Sweetness has added in thy letters,
namely that thou wilt continue to be urgent with me till I write that
it has been revealed to me that thy sins are forgiven, thou hast
demanded a difficult, nay even an unprofitable thing; difficult indeed,
because I am unworthy of having a revelation made to me; but
unprofitable, because thou oughtest not to become secure about thy
sins, except when in the last day of thy life thou shalt be able no
longer to bewail them. But, until that day comes, thou oughtest,
ever suspicious and ever fearful, to be afraid of faults, and wash them
with daily tears. Assuredly the apostle Paul had already ascended
into the third heaven, had also been caught up into Paradise, and heard
secret words which it was not lawful for a man to speak (
2 Cor. xii. 2
, &c.), and yet, still fearful,
he said,
I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection, lest
that by any means, while preaching to others, I myself should become a
castaway
(
1 Cor.
ix. 27
). One who
is caught up into heaven still fears; and shall one whose conversation
is still on earth desire already not to fear? Consider, most
sweet daughter, that security is wont to be the mother of
carelessness. Thou oughtest not, then, in this life to have
security, whereby thou mayest be rendered careless. For it is
written,
Happy is the man that is always afraid
(
Prov. xxviii.
14
). And again it
is written,
Serve the
Lord
in fear, and
rejoice unto him with trembling
(
Ps. ii. 11
). In short, then, it must
needs be that in the time of this life trembling possess your soul, to
the end that it may hereafter rejoice without end through the joy of
security. May Almighty
God
fill your
soul with the grace of His Holy Spirit, and, after the tears which you
daily shed in prayer, bring you to eternal joys.
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It will be observed
that Gregory identifies the woman who had been a sinner in the city
with the sister of Martha, and also with the Magdalene.