man pursueth him.” (Prov. xxviii. 1.) We eagerly fly from God, although He always pursueth
us. The Apostle hasted, that he might be near Him. We haste, that we may be far off.
Are not these things then worthy of lamentation? Are they not worthy of tears?
Whither fliest thou, wretched and miserable man? Whither fliest thou from thy Life and
thy Salvation? If thou fly from God, with whom wilt thou take refuge? If thou fly from the
Light, whither wilt thou cast thine eyes? If thou fly from thy Life, whence wilt thou henceforth
live? Let us fly from the enemy of our Salvation! Whensoever we sin we fly from God, we
are as runaways, we depart to a foreign land, as he who consumed his paternal goods and
departed into a foreign land, who wasted all his father’s substance, and lived in want. We
too have substance from our Father; and what is this? He hath freed us from our sins; He
hath freely given to us power, strength for works of virtue; He hath freely given to us readi-
ness, patience; He hath freely given to us the Holy Ghost in our baptism; if we waste these
things we shall henceforth be in want. For as the sick, as long as they are troubled with fevers,
and badness of their juices, are unable to arise or work, or do anything, but if any one sets
them free, and brings them to health, if they then work not, this comes from their own sloth;
thus too is it with us. For the disease was heavy and the fever excessive. And we lay not upon
a bed, but upon wickedness itself, cast away in crime, as on a dunghill, full of sores, and evil
odors, squalid, wasting away, more like ghosts than men. Evil spirits encompassed us about,
the Prince of this world deriding and assaulting us; the Only-Begotten Son of God came,
sent forth the rays of His Presence, and straightway dispelled the darkness. The King, who
is on His Father’s throne, came to us, having left His Father’s throne. And when I say having
left, think not of any removal, for He filleth the heavens and the earth, but I speak of the
economy; He came to an enemy, who hated Him, who turned himself away, who could not
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endure to behold Him, who blasphemed Him every day. He saw him lying on a dunghill,
eaten with worms, afflicted with fever and hunger, having every sort of disease; for both
fever vexed him, which is evil desire; and inflammation lay heavy on him, this is pride; and
gnawing hunger had hold of him, which is covetousness; and putrefying sores on every side,
for this is fornication; and blindness of eyes, which is idolatry; and dumbness, and madness,
which is to worship stocks and stones, and address them; and great deformity, for wickedness
is this, foul to behold, and a most heavy disease. And he saw us speaking more foolishly
than the mad, and calling stocks our God, and stones likewise; He saw us in such great guilt,
he did not reject us; was not wroth, turned not away, hated us not, for He was a Master, and
could not hate His own creation. But what does he do? As a most excellent physician, He
prepareth medicines of great price, and Himself tastes them first. For He Himself first fol-
lowed after virtue, and thus gave it to us. And He first gave us the washing,659 like some
antidote, and thus we vomited up all our guilt, and all things took their flight at once, and
659 [Or “bath,” “laver.” He refers to Tit. iii. 5.—J.A.B.]
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