Chapter II.
Of Abbot John’s humility and our question.
In
this Cœnobium then we
found a very old man named John, whose words and humility we think
ought certainly not to be passed over in silence as in them he excelled
all the saints, as we know that he was especially vigorous in this
perfection, which though it is the mother of all virtues and the surest
foundation of the whole spiritual superstructure, yet is altogether a
stranger to our system. Wherefore it is no wonder that we cannot attain
to the height of those men, as we cannot stand the training of the
Cœnobium I will not say up to old age, but are scarcely content to
endure the yoke of subjection for a couple of years, and at once escape
to enjoy a dangerous liberty, while even for that short time we seem to
be subject to the rule of the Elder not according to any strict rule,
but as our free will directs. When then we had seen this old man in
Abbot Paul’s Cœnobium, we were struck, first by his age and
the grace with which the man was endowed, and with looks fixed on the
ground began to entreat him to vouchsafe to explain to us why he had
forsaken the freedom of the desert and that exalted profession, in
which his fame and celebrity had raised him above others who had
adopted the same life, and why he had chosen to enter under the yoke of
the Cœnobium. He said that as he was unequal to the system of the
anchorites and unworthy of the heights of such perfection, he had gone
back to the infant school, that he might learn to carry out the lessons
taught there, according as the life demanded. And when our entreaties
were not satisfied and we refused to take this humble answer, at last
he began as follows.