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I shall not be put to shame; fear does not hold me back, since I still exhibit the same boldness.
Do not, when I mention my bonds, think shame of the matter; so manifold good hath it
caused to me, that it hath even given confidence to others. For that we should be bound for
Christ, is no shame, but for fear of bonds to betray aught that is Christ’s, this is shame. When
there is no such thing, bonds are even a cause of boldness. But since I have ofttimes escaped
dangers, and have this to boast of to the unbelievers, do not straightway think I am put to
shame, if now it should turn out otherwise. The one event no less than the other gives you
boldness. Note how he brings this forward in his own person, which he does in many places,
as in the Epistle to the Romans; “For I am not ashamed of the Gospel.” (Rom. i. 16.) And
again in that to the Corinthians; “And these things I have in a figure transferred to myself
and Apollos.” (1 Cor. iv. 6.)—“Whether by life or by death”: this he says not as in ignorance,
(for he knew that he was not then to die, but some time after); yet even now does he prepare
their soul.
Ver. 21. “For to me,” he says, “to live is Christ, and to die is gain.”
For even in dying, he means, I shall not have died, for I have my life in myself: then
would they truly have slain me, had they had power through this fear to cast faith out of my
soul. But as long as Christ is with me, even though death overtake me, still I live, and in this
present life, not this, but Christ is my life. Since, then, not even in the present life is it so,
“but that life which I now live in the flesh I live in faith;” so I say in that state also, “I live,
yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.” (Gal. ii. 20.) Such ought a Christian to be! I live not, he
says, the common life. How livest thou then, O blessed Paul? Dost thou not see the sun, dost
thou not breathe the common air? art thou not nourished with the same food as others?
dost thou not tread the earth as we? needest thou not sleep, nor clothing, nor shoes? what
meanest thou by, “I live not”? how dost thou not live? Why boastest thou thyself? No
boasting is here. For if indeed the fact did not witness to him, a man might with some show
have called it boasting; but if facts do witness, how is boasting here? Let us then learn how
he lives not, for he himself says in another place, “I have been crucified to the world, and
the world to me.” (Gal. vi. 14.) Hear then how he says, “I no longer live.” And how he says,
“to me to live is Christ.” The word “life” is much significant, beloved, as also the word
“death.” There is this life of the body, there is the life of sin, as he himself elsewhere says,
“But if we died to sin, how shall we any longer live therein?” (Rom. vi. 2.) It is then possible
to live the life of sin. Attend diligently, I entreat you, lest my labor be vain. There is the life
everlasting and immortal; with eternal life the heavenly; “for our citizenship,” says he, “is
in heaven” (Philip. iii. 20.) There is the life of the body whereof he speaks, “through him we
live and move and have our being.” (Acts xvii. 28.) He does not then deny that he lives the
natural life, but that of sin, which all men live. He who desires not the present life, how does
he live it? He who is hastening to another, how does he live this life? He who despiseth death,
how does he live this life? He who desires nothing, how does he live it? For as one made of
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